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This is for everyone who talked to me when I was down.

For everyone who cared.

For everyone who ever loved me.



You were there through my worst times;

When I ran screaming in the halls.

When I embarrassed you.

When I yelled at you.

When I cried in front of you.

When I cut myself.

When I hated myself and the world around me.

When I needed to be loved.

You were there.



You saw me despite my quirks;

My lust of make believe characters.

My OCD

My hyperactivity.

My depression.

My low self esteem.

My love of Japan.

My coming out.

My easily incurred frustration.

You were there.



You were there through the drama;

When I was hurt.

When I was betrayed.

When I was talked about.

When I was ignored.

When I was rejected.

When I was accepted.

When I was paranoid.

When I was bullied.

When I hurt others.

Betrayed them.

Rejected them.

Accepted them-

And you were there when I learned from those mistakes.



You were there when I hurt you.

Mocked you.

Laughed at you.

Bothered you.

Disregarded you.

Harmed you.

And you still were there.



You were there for me.

Always and forever.

No matter how we fought,

Or split apart,

You always came back.



So here is me finally saying what I should have said the moment you walked into my life.

When you held me.

Comforted me.

Loved me.



Thank you.

A poem a wrote a while back and figured this was just as good as anything to post.



XxX



This violence rapes my very soul...

This anxiety threatens to ruin me...

This life is sufficating...

As I belived it would get better,

I am reminded that it was a dream.



As I awake,

My heart is smothered by the realization.

This world was only created to do harm,

To rip apart the differences.

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Beautifuldarkangel
16:11 Feb 06 2011

Very good, would love to see more!

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