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Words flow so easily from my lips

You've heard me a thousand times say

I promise it will be better

But I have quickly realized that

"I'm sorry" won't take the pain away

Those words are not ointment enough

To assuage the heart unveiled

To receive a undying love and devotion

Two requirements attempted, yet failed

I don't want to be considered a liar

Yet again I catch myself, but

"I'm sorry" is an empty recompense

It soothes not the soul but rather makes

The conscience feel less guilty

Forgiveness is my goal

And I want it known

That I have deep regret

Over the seeds I've sown

So, before hand I will

State plainly and sincerely my intent

Not some lovely hollow words of comfort

For the broken heart and promises

They can not remove the hurt

Tonight,I had to break things off with Vampyrium...not that he isn't one of the greatest guys in the world...I have met someone else...I feel like such a terrible person,but I just don't want to have to string BOTH guys along...& the guy that I'm interested in,knew that Vampyrium & I were in a relationship,but things just happened between us...I feel so freaking horrible what I did to Vampyrium,but I HAD to do it...I am sooo sorry Vampyrium,you'll ALWAYS be in my ♥

I don't know what else to say,I'm at such a loss for words...I feel horrible,sometimes honesty ISN'T the best policy,cause I feel like my ♥ is broken....I'm quite sure that Vampyrium's is as well...I'm so so so sorry Vampyrium ♥♥♥...I know that doesn't mean anything right now...but I hope someday we can be friends again.... *cry*

yes,I survived my 1st day at Spencer's...it's not that I haven't worked hard before,but for 3 months working the parking booth,all I pretty much did was sit on my azz,but I busted my azz 2day....so I'm my feet & legs are all sore,godda get back into working hard again...♥



by the way,my job kix azz!!!

I quit my old job working at the parking booth on Friday & Saturday's midnights,my last night was October 29th...now I start my new job working at Spencer's,I think it'll be a kool job!!!

Didn't have a name,but I've had them fish for quite a few years,then when I went to feed my fish,I saw it kinda at the bottom of the tank...

~Rest In Peace~



I know it's kinda stupid to put in my journal,but it was a sad thing for me...