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The cold air greets me,

As I step close to the edge,

Feeling my heart pound,

And my legs wiggle.



I couldn't believe,

That I lost him,

My only father,

That has dead.



It hurts me,

But I can't live now,

This wasn't meant for me,

And I should greet my death.



I will hate him,

Because he was coward,

Leaving me in a dead world,

That doesn't bring joy.



It brings nothing,

But pain and suffering.

I can't take this anymore,

Because he drives me crazy.



I jumped into the rocky bay,

Killing myself,

Without looking back at all.

The tree was decorated,

More beautiful than any I've seen,

It was like snow was inside,

Lying on the tree.



It just blow me away,

And bought tears to my eyes,

Than I knew,

That this Christmas was different.



It would be felt with laughter,

And be filled with joy,

That it would be a magical year,

Than any I have ever seen.



It was going to be,

An Enchanted Christmas.

A little girl runs upstair,

Hiding in her closet,

Feeling very scared.



She had reached out,

And grabbed her teddy bear,

Curling up in her corner,

While she cries.



Thanking god,

That he wasn't home,

Thanking god,

She won't die.



She had cried more,

With her bloody hands,

And bloody legs,

That were beaten before,

But not again.



She had sat very quiet,

And held her breath,

Hoping that he won't come back,

And hurt her again.



Of course, he's taken her virginity,

And of course, he has killed her mother,

But he still keeps her alive,

For something other.



She remember that horrible night,

When she had awoken to find him,

Standing over her and touching her,

Tell her that she was daddy's little girl.



She had saw the blood on his hands,

And he told her that mommy had to go away,

That mommy was going take her from him,

And never come back,

But said that he took care of it,

So it would be them two.



She was scared,

Because than he raped her,

Saying that he loved her,

Telling her that she was the best.



That daddy would only come to her,

And that mommy was a slut.

She got really depressed,

And when she didn't scream.



He'd beat her,

Making her cry.



Than his car pulled in,

And she started to cry,

Because daddy was coming,

And was ready to use her.



He had opened the door,

With a big smile on his face,

Saying, "There's daddy's little girl"

Coming near her.



She ran out of the room,

And scrambled down the steps,

He had catched her,

Beating her until she couldn't move.



Than he raped her,

Letting her bleed out again,

He just smiled and went to bed.



She breathed very slow and hard,

Reaching for her teddy bear,

Holding her teddy close,

As she takes her last breath.

The heart becomes cold,

With no life force in a dead body,

With no breath in dark lungs,

And no soul to make it live.



There is no blood,

Rushing through the veins,

And no spirit to understand others,

And no eyes that are normal.



The vampire's world is cold,

With no life force that is controlled,

And vampires rule the mortals,

And the mortals are slaves.



It's the heart of evil,

That the vampire's rule,

And it's the evil that kills,

With vampires hunting.



Taking human blood,

And making them slaves,

With no control of their own,

And it's the scarest thing.



With no help at all,

And no heart along,

With no emotions,

And no caring.



So if you are alone,

In the darkness,

And no one to protect you,

Than watch out.



Because you'll be next,

With little blood,

And very little control,

Taking orders from a slave.

I stand on the cliff,

Feeling the cold breeze on my skin,

Hearing the water to rush,

And splash against the cliff.



I could still hear my screams,

When I entered the house,

To find you in bed,

With a hooker on the streets.



I thought I was enough for you,

And now I know I was wrong,

So thanks for hurting me,

Because I realized my mistake.



You weren't the one,

And you fucked me over,

And you went really deep,

To make me die inside.



But one day I wish,

That when you are twenty,

That no girl would want you,

And you always stay alone.



Because the way you treated me,

It wasn't right at all,

Because it was really ice cold,

But you could careless.



I hope you're exs go after you,

Like I did at one time,

I hope they make you suffer,

Like you made me suffer.



Goodbye forever,

And you won't see me again,

As I watch you're body sink in the water,

It satisfies me with great pleasure,

To stand there and watch you die.

Apart of me had left today,

And it hurts me inside deeply,

Seeing that I'm so far in this hole,

Falling in love with him.



The man who holds me,

When I'm sad and can't smile,

The one who kisses my tears away,

And tells me, "Everything is going to be alright."



I cherish him with my whole heart,

And I don't know what I'd do without him,

Because he is all I have,

And I don't think there is another like him.



He just sets me on fire,

And I won't let the flames go out,

Because they burn my veins,

And my heart inside.



Making me feel the pain,

When he leaves to go home,

But one day it'll change,

And we'll be together in the same home.



I haven't felt this before,

And I know that this is a good thing,

And nothing can stop me,

From finding my happiness.



I know that my younger years had sucked,

But my man makes it all better,

In the end,

Because he tells me to forget,

And create new memories with him.



I understand what he does for me,

And I understand what I do for him,

And this feeling feels so great,

And I don't want it to fade.



Because I don't think I can take it,

Because without that feeling,

I would be nothing,

But a depressing girl.



With no smile on my lips,

And no love in my heart,

And I know that's cruel,

But it's the truth.



So let this be real,

And let this last forever,

For it's the love that I dreamed of,

And I won't let it go.



So here's to him,

And here's my love for him.

Because this love won't die,

For as long as I live.

Apart of me had left today,

And it hurts me inside deeply,

Seeing that I'm so far in this hole,

Falling in love with him.



The man who holds me,

When I'm sad and can't smile,

The one who kisses my tears away,

And tells me, "Everything is going to be alright."



I cherish him with my whole heart,

And I don't know what I'd do without him,

Because he is all I have,

And I don't think there is another like him.



He just sets me on fire,

And I won't let the flames go out,

Because they burn my veins,

And my heart inside.



Making me feel the pain,

When he leaves to go home,

But one day it'll change,

And we'll be together in the same home.



I haven't felt this before,

And I know that this is a good thing,

And nothing can stop me,

From finding my happiness.



I know that my younger years had sucked,

But my man makes it all better,

In the end,

Because he tells me to forget,

And create new memories with him.



I understand what he does for me,

And I understand what I do for him,

And this feeling feels so great,

And I don't want it to fade.



Because I don't think I can take it,

Because without that feeling,

I would be nothing,

But a depressing girl.



With no smile on my lips,

And no love in my heart,

And I know that's cruel,

But it's the truth.



So let this be real,

And let this last forever,

For it's the love that I dreamed of,

And I won't let it go.



So here's to him,

And here's my love for him.

Because this love won't die,

For as long as I live.

God told us to leave the dead only,

And hold on to cherish memories,

Of those that we have lost,

And will always remember.



That when comes a time,

You must let go,

And let yourself heal,

For the good of others.



Because a healed heart,

Will one day with stand,

What is coming at you.



You must be prepared,

And ready to face it,

Because it'll try to break you down,

And you can't be knocked to your feet.



It'll be hard with the years coming,

But you can go to someone,

And share how you feel,

To feel the healing begin.



Trust those around you,

And don't take life for granted,

And always be happy,

And never let a smile fall from your face,

Because you don't know when you need it.



So if you lost someone,

Cherish great memories

About them,

And don't let them go,

Until you think you're ready,

To let your heart and mind heal,

Fully because one day,

You'll need all of your strength.

Satan comes to greet,

Those that commit evil,

And send danger on the world,

Destroying our earth with evil.



Satan looks at them,

And shouts with happiness,

And with great joy,

To see the innocent being torture.



No one can stop him,

As creatures of the night,

Walk on the earth,

Killing innocent.



It's a shocker to see this,

And it drives those innocent,

With great terror and fear,

Making them coward to Satan.



Increase his strength,

And no one can stop him,

Because he rules all,

In this world and the next.



"Come my children," he said,

"And we'll rule this world together."

Of course, he means that he's the ruler,

And we're all just slaves to him.



Hahahahaha!

In the dark shadows,

I see demons play and tease,

Torturing the innocent souls,

And driving them insane.



It scares me to death,

To watch as they torment them,

Making them beg for their lives back,

Screaming and crying all together.



I could feel my hands curly into fists,

Wanting to punch each demon,

Until I hear their screams,

And they die, going back to hell.



I can't stand demons that are annoying,

And I don't like seeing others suffer,

It isn't fair in this life or the next,

And because Satan enjoys it.



It doesn't mean it's alright,

For god shines light to those souls,

Seeing what they have gone though,

Welcome them into heaven with open arms.



Satan can hiss and yell,

But it won't stop God himself,

To take those souls,

Because torture isn't right in his eyes.



Just like it isn't in mine,

Because I'm tortured every other weekend,

By my step sibling demons,

Seeking to hurt me.



To make me suffer,

And make me cry,

And no one is going to stop them,

It drives me insane that I must escape.



And when I escape from them,

God takes me to my boyfriend's home,

Where my man's arms open for me,

And welcome me with great love.

Within you're arms I feel warm and safe,

That with so many tragedy memories,

You just melt them away,

As if they never existed.



It's when you wrap me in your arms,

Or when you press your lips to mine,

That I just melt into you,

I feel so wonderful when I'm with you.



When I lay next to you,

I feel as if we were met to be,

And when I feel your hands roam,

I feel like a brand new toy.



I love how you press me into the bed,

Or hard against the wall,

Letting me feel you're desire,

And taking us both to heaven.



When we reach heaven,

It takes a while to bring us back,

Because it feels so great,

And so wonderful.



That our breath is taken away,

And we lay together panting,

And holding each other,

Under the sheets, skin to skin.



I couldn't have shared this with anyone,

And I'm so glad that it's you, baby,

Because I know that you are mine,

And that we belong together.



When I say I love you,

I mean every part of it,

And I won't stop saying it,

Until my last dying breath.



I know you're always there for me,

And I hope you know that I'm there for you too,

Because what we share,

Isn't something we can share with others.



There is only one true love in the world,

And that's us, darling,

So don't you forget it,

That we were meant to be.

In the dark snowy nights,

The cold reaches my heart,

Freezing my bones and blood,

Like ice that soilds a body.



The snow builds high on the ground,

With a slow heart beating in my chest,

Making it difficult to breath,

Making my eyes blurry.



I can't call for help,

My voice is gone with the wind,

And each breath hurts me.



I'm screaming inside,

But no one can hear me,

Or feel how cold I am,

Or how I'm in need.



No warm blood flowing in my veins,

No feeling in my hands or toes,

No movement at all,

In this dark cold weather.



So I lay cold on the snow,

With no help from no one,

And the cold to only welcome me,

As I fade into darkness.



My last breath comes out hard,

With my heart beating slower,

And my eyes closing shut forever,

As I lay dying on the ground in the cold.