The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Why do people say they love you when they never really do..Is love just a game to them?Are they so emotionless that they have to lie and tell you something they think you want to hear just to make you feel like you truly are special and worthy of being loved or do they get some sick enjoyment out of watching you fall totally for them so they can crush you beneath their crasp with their harsh reality.Don't tell me you love me if you don't.That just causes me alot of heartache in the end and I haven't the time for mind games.

And why in the hell do people say they except you as you are and the whole time degrading you and telling you you need to change who you are to suit their needs.What the hell is wrong with you?Why should I change who I am just to make you love me?How does that make me feel any better as a person?And how can I be expected to love and respect anyone who wants me to stop being myself just for them?Get a fucking clue.If you say you except me don't try to change me or you will get something you don't want .

What the hell is wrong with people be happy with what you have and look beyond the physical into the emotional and mental aspects of your beloved,and if you still see that they aren't right for you move the fuck on.Don't try to mold someone into what you want them to be cause that isn't who that person is.It's not bad to help someone who wants to change something about themselves but don't force change upon them or make them feel they need to change.This can backfire and you wouldn't like that now would you.

And shallow people omg I fucking hate them.Degrading bastards.They only see what is on the outside not who you really are .All I got to say is Fuck you and the horse you road in on.

Well sorry for the rant but it's better to get it out them me come to your house and slit your throat now isn't it....

Ok so ppl can get a picture of me here goes....

I am shy,I don't strike up conversations,and I keep to myself.I am very moody( meaning I have moodswings alot ).Fair warning... I tend to get very touchy at times and explode when pissed off.I am a passionate and compassionate person.I tend to be emotional and cry alot.I am sarcastic and a bitch from time to time.When I fall in love I fall hard.I love from my heart and soul.I love to hang out with my friends and talk for hours about absolutely everything.I love to see people smile and hate to see them sad so I generally do something stupid just to make them smile.I have a love for the darker things life tries to hide as well as mystical .I am pretty much a loner and as you see I stay hidden from the world.I am a soft spoken person till angered.I am also flirty when I get comfortable around people.I withdraw from friends,family,and my lover when I get scared or made to feel less then wanted.I have issues with getting close to anyone out of fear of rejection.I love Culture .I love knowledge,hence the reason for me not talking so much.This is just a taste of me as a .... person.But before judging,take time to get to know the real me.What lies beyond these beautiful blue eyes.

I do not pretend to be that which I'm not.I do not claim to be vampiric infact I do not claim to be anything but myself.I have a love for vampirism,aswell as a fear.I hope to learn facts not what I've seen in movies.I have a deep love for that which is shrouded in mystery as well as darkness,I also fear that which I love or have a passion for.I did not choose Vampire Rave lightlyin fact it kind of chose me.A friend told me about it and I had to join out of pure desire and hopes to find truth and exceptance for my difference.People do not except that which they cannot understand.And sadly those people are never given the chance to know true happiness and love.I ask for nothing more then your kindness and perhaps exceptance and friendship wll come later on.I hope to grow as a person of respectability here on VR.If I have decieved or direspected anyone please come to me directly so I may try and correct the situation my intent is purely seeking knowledge not causing or being part of drama.I will not judge unless I am judged first.I have read many profiles and have loved most of them.I rate everyone equally and fairly.Thank you for your time.

I am many things in life ...but that which gives me great satisfaction is my children.Yes I am a mother of three extrodinary children.The loves of my life.This is an area to tread lightly on.I will take any life that threatens them in any way and feel no remorse,and will give my own life to protect them without hesitation.I do not have any respect for anyone who harms children and will not associate myself with any that do.I do not and will not tolerate anyone who finds it empowering to force there will upon children.With this said I leave you a bit of advise..Do Not ever speak ill of my children or any child .My tolerence for ignorance at best is zero.