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A girl cries in pain everday and every night cutting away her pain. She puts on a smile to hide her tears and wounded soul. She's been hurt so much and now she inflicts pain upon herself thinking it's better that she does it then somebody else. Everybody gets hurt and everybody needs somebody to talk to and trust other wise things build up inside and they turn lifeless...but she thinks nobody can help her that everybody is trying to hurt her, but they only want to help.

One day she was walking down the street and saw a homeless person on the sidewalk begging for change. She walked up to the old lady who had white stringy hair and a brown blanket wrapped around her that had holes in it, it looked like a potato sack. The girl reached into her pocket and pulled out two quarters and put them in the women's cup.

The old lady glanced at the girl's scars and open wounds as her arm moved away. The girl gave her a fake smile and the women replied before she walked away, "You cannot help someone that doesn't want to be helped". The girls smile turned into a grin and she wondered how the old lady knew that she was hurting inside so she asked her, what makes you think I need help? And the lady replies, "Becaue the pain you feel inside shows up on the ouside as well". The girl studied her arms then walked away from the lady.

That night the girl was feeling lonely again and realized what the old women was saying, she didn't want help she just wanted to stop breathing so she did...that night her pain and misery ended. It didn't have to end that way but the girl thought she had no other way out. We always have another choice in life...what choice are you going to choose?

She is trapped inside herself drowning in lies and tears. She doesn't know who is there to help her and who is trying to hurt her.

She feels lost and shows a smile that wasn't meant to be their. Her eyes show no twinkle for it was lost so long ago.

Can you feel the sharp pain of a blade? Truly you can't if the pain is too great. A shadow follows her but she doesn't know if it is there to comfort her or to torment her?

Once again she is trapped her heart tells her to go but her mind says you'll get broken once more. Should she call to the shadow and give up completely in this place we call Earth or should she try and find the light in the darkest tunnel?

For now she cries but maybe someday a twinkle may show up in her eyes once more with a glow in the face and a simple smile.

She will learn again if she holds on to what is real and not fantasy but for now she is trapped and forever will be until she finds the truth in all the lies.

Nothing should ever be left unsaid, to the ones who awake at night and sleeps the morning sun away. Their thirsty for life but not their own and want vengeance for the World who left them cold and alone. The sun goes down and hides behind the moon while the ones come out and walk the lonely night.

Give them a chance their not as scary as you think, not like on television at all. Become their friend and their dedicated to you forever as long as ou stay true to them and never turn away from the truth.

The sun shines bright all around the green grass, birds chirping and butterflies fluttering landing on all the colorful flowers. Children are laughing and playing i

n their pools splashing each other and laughing. You can here some of them saying marco... polo as their parents set on the shaded porch talking to each other.

They can never have that, yes they can go into the light but for how long? You think about it yes sometimes they may seem cool... talk to one see what they see everyday well forever, eternity. Then you can decide if you want to be one with them or set aside.

Think it through because wants it is done you can never go back. How do you find one you ask... look around you, they can be in your school or live around you, for all you know you're sitting next to one.