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My new life at being single...



At first I thought I was doomed to be alone... to forever hurt and be with myself.



I guess that was the catch I was more afraid of myself then I was expecting. To get to know myself all over again, to be alone with my thoughts, and start to be an individual again.



Now the longer I stay single the more I don't want to go back..



What does that mean you ask.... Good question.



To me that means that I am starting to get to know myself and love myself again and I am not ready for someone else to define me or take over my space or life... I am happy with my life and the plans I am making and focusing on me for once.



Do I miss companionship?



Of course I do. I don't miss the fighting or the look of disapproval when I want to do something. Taking time away from my hobbies (when I find what that is lol). Checking in for approval.



I miss the long talks getting to know another person and building a relationship... At that point I just want friends so it sounds like and I am ok with that.



So life is not so bad getting to figure out my emotions and what makes me me is amazing and interesting to me. Knowing every day can be different is amazing. Not knowing the future is even better.



So ya this new journey is not turning out so bad after all.