The stars are very beautiful, above the palace walls, they shine with equal splendour still above far humbler halls. I watch them from my window, but their bright entrancing glow, reminds me of the freedom I gave up so long ago.
The royal circlet of bright gold rests lightly on my brow, I once thought only of the rights this circlet would endow. But once I took the crown to which I had been schooled and bred, I found it heavy on the heart, though light upon the head.
Although I am the head of state, in truth I am the least, the true queen knows her people fed, before she sits to feast. The good queen knows her people safe, before she takes her rest, thinks twice and thrice and yet again, before she makes request.
For they are all my children, all, that I swore to defend, it is my duty to become both queen and trusted friend and of my children high and low, from beggar to above, the dearest are my Heralds, who return my care with love.
The dearest are my Heralds, swift to spring to my command. Who give me aid and fellowship, who always understand that land and people first have needs that I may not deny so I must send my dearest friends to danger - and to die. A friend, a love, a child it matters not, I know indeed, that I must sacrifice them all if there should be the need.
They know and they forgive me - doing more than I require, with willing minds and loving hearts go straight to grasp the fire. These tears that burn my eyes are all the tears the queen can't shed, the tears I weep in silence as I mourn my Heralds dead.
Oh gods that dwell beyond the stars, if you can hear my cry and if you have compassion, let me send no more to die!
Spirit awareness
So this is a bit touchy as I shouldn't spake anything of this but hey why not hehe, I have mentioned that I peritice Wiccan and I am also a vampire, I kno some of you are thinking, how if wiccans can harm none but vampires do my answer to that is it rly depends on the person but I'm a bit of a different case, I don't want to hurt anyone cuz I kno what it feels like to be hurt however if the reason as to why I would want to hurt has to be a very good reason, such as messing with my fam or ppl I care for I don't mean something stupid like they took money from you or said something that made them upset you, no, sometimes ppl just suck.
I apply the rule of three wen I do vampiric things like how will it affect me or the ppl that are around me, is it worth it or not tho being a vampire I shouldn't care but if it's one thing that has stuck to me and I think most vampires are morals, that lil thing that says hey don't do that, I am fully aware that most don't listen to that voice or they do n it's to late.
For me that voice is very strong because I have hurt many a ppl in past lives that have followed me to this day, I am hunted by them, the faces, voices and the looks that these ppl gave me wen I took their life, I was also a human before vampirism entered my life, I'll talk more about that another time tho.
I have also come to terms of a few "titles" that have been gifted to me, I hate titles.....with a deadly violent passion but I will rise to all of these titles that I have and they are as follow, Alpha to ALL werewolves, Queen to ALL owls, last but not least Dragon lord to ALL dragons, plz these are just titles that have been given to me, I rly am none of these things but the spirits of witch have given me these titles think other wise.....I scoff n digress.....
Anyways all of these middle earth beings are free to do what they wish n how they have been, I'm only here to help if there is no way they can, such as a thorn in the side of a dragon or owls being hunted by or bothered by wolves or the wolves being controlled by a force or some spirit that is just spiteful, whatever the outside case maybe I'll help but you go as you have been before I came into play, if I can't figure it out I will ask for help but just kno that the bigger the help I have to give to you will cost you.
it won't n wouldn't be anything major unless u ask me something of a major issue or problem, hell sometimes I'll just be nice n you dont have to give me anything but it happens anyway, you'll also find I speak in spirit a lot n who knows maybe you have come across my spirits and have talked to them in dreams or whispers, shadows, all of witch are respectful to the ppl they come across, I ask u do the same plz. {:
Dafuk does sleep mean ~flaots off screen, stage left~
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