So, today is the day! Your day for change, if you are ready to accept change of course? Some of us have our own personal struggles we deal with every second of every minute of everyday, but I say. I recommend some early morning stretching. Be it Yoga, or Pilates, or maybe just some simple calisthenics! Then I recommend eating an organic healthy breakfast filled with the nutrients that will carry you throughout you morning endeavors. Now it is time for your choice of Cannabis, Marijuana, the dreaded weed! I'm just joking, it is not as feared as one may think these days. Actually, most self-educated, initiated , very enlightened people, individuals, Earthlings! Are in fact starting realize the benefits of this most beautiful and productive healing plant, this blessing! If you are unaware of these many health issues that dissipate through use of this substance. There is the link, learn, grow, help heal the world one plant at a time. http://www.encod.org/info/700-MEDICINAL-USES-OF-CANNABIS.html Now that we stretched and flexed. Mind, body and soul somewhat aligned. Now, it is time! Creative influences are among you! Get productive! Keep things moving, and as I like to say, as well as many others. Do not forget to drink plenty of water! How you indulge in your water is your business. Just, please drink plenty of it. Try not to drown yourself, but definitely at least attempt to drink the recommend amount. I'm not more, to say the least... "Just a preview. Much more to come."
Tomorrow begins a new day. A new day for us all! Do you know what day it is, tomorrow? It is a day of enlightenment and revelation. Yes, and I will be doing my best to bring it to you, my friends, my family, personally. Now, the topic for tomorrow will be simple. The Health Benefits of Organic Living! I would like you all to think about what being healthy truly means to you. Also, every topic for everyday conversations, among your household as well as worldly adventures will consist of Cannabis. Yes, marijuana is one of life's most unknown healing substances! But, why is this plant not in mainstream availability, I will let you decide for yourselves. But, again, feel free to post your questions and fears. I will do my very best to help you elevate them wholeheartedly. With love and unconditional understanding we can help heal the nation, the world, the galaxy, and maybe even the universe.
I have discovered a lot about myself over the years.
How have I managed to make so many happy, yet struggle to tend to my own happiness? They say it is called "great sacrifice" for the "greater good" and this is what keeps me involved with the ones you only hear about behind veils of candle light. "We are the light bearers, and we bring HIS light to thee, blessed be, unto you, into infinity.
So, I can not expunge my record, nor have it sealed. Also, to have any of "my" documentation as well as recordings from "my" hearings is going to cost more than they are worth, priceless. So, fuck the past and make love to the future. "I am not a violent offender. Or, am I?"
I have decide to write a thesis. "Topic Sentence" -What are the natural order of things?-
They say that in mathematics the mean can depend on several different context definitions. But, what does it all mean? In the English language mean means to intend something, to convey. It signifies occurrences, as well as designate contemplation of what something wills or desires wished.
I know I can be mean. This fact is not unknown to me as a means of self expression.
Upon awaking, back into this beautiful understanding. I discovered a few more insights that I have lost touch with. I am here to help my parents in their times of need. "Here" as in NC. I have got so caught up in my own sorrow, I forgot what truly matters. Love is what is most important here, and there, and everywhere. I will be most productive today tending to my loved ones needs, wants and cares. I can only hope and trust it is returned ten fold. "By the power of 3x3 let them see, let them see!" Hope you all have a blessed and most prosperous day, for anything is possible, and one does not know, truly what any day will bring us. Take care, and be well.
I am focusing on my poetry today for submitting to a most annoying editor. . . "Looks at Satan," Yeah, I mentioned you in my journal entry, so what? You, of all egos should love the admiration!
I have a lot of editing, just saying. I will be on, but with short replies, for I am busy, but not to busy to share my love and understanding. Have a great and fulfilling day you beautifully wretched souls.
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I am here to make peace with many who I might have hurt indirectly. I am just looking for others like myself. I know who and what I am. I am not as fearful and lonely as I portray. I just want to grow, live and learn. "That is all for now" -I protect my emotions beyond all cost- Any more questions, I ask you to read my profile thoroughly and leave me in peace, or in pieces... I am not one to be blamed, for I do not blame you. I love you all, truly. Take care, and be well. I mean this, or I would not say it countless times. "Know thyself" "Do what thou wilt" "Leave me out of your drama." "Just be my friend." I am a good friend, that's about it.
~D.N.N.~
I am here for just friends.
I truly love you all equally.
I hope to be loved the same.
Equality, means the world to me.
I will be adding to this periodically. But, first let me make this quite clear.
On love, I love unconditional. So, I understand how I may seem "most beautiful" and angelic even. My mother and father did not name me Michael Gabriel for nothing. (Yes I just shared my birth name with you all, well any who read this)
If you have a special someone, treat them that way. I am not a fix, or drug to be injected. I came here for friends, and a longing to be less alone.
I do not like cheaters. I have been cheated on many times, In my youth, I cheated, I was dumb, to say the least.
I am a man of honor and code, I do not wish to engage in love affairs with people, unless of course it is an open relationship. I do love fair game.
I know what it is like to be hurt, and do not wish to hurt others. For all who read this, the ones who took the time to understand. I am your friend. I am looking for a Queen, but that is a HUGE title to fill, for I am of many walks of life. If you think you can keep up with me. Then please, indulge thee. I am tired of playing silly games.
I hope no one was offended, and know I am not one to hold grudges, try and try again I say. I am honest and wholesome, and yeah I have a fucking dark-side to me.... Who doesn't? I embrace mine and transmute it into love, unconditional... This rant is now over, for fuck sake, can a brother get a hit? "Diary of a dope fiend" Just kidding, see I play, I play, I tease, I tease... "Can't well all just live together and love freely? I mean how much time does any of us truly have here? Fuck it, be happy, be loving, understand, its not about you, me, or any of us. It is about ALL of us, everything.... shit let me stop... "Lights cig and sits back, I miss you already."
I am excited to say, I am in love, yet again, but this love is my secret. "Looks at his life and wonders how things will turn out" I am excited for whatever comes, I embrace heartaches as well... Now, to finish this story, gotta pay the bills at some point, and save for my future. "Looks at piles of money, and wonders" Is this shit still worth anything to me? "This money is the devil, so I spend it like whatever." -LeftBoy-
An authors playground is vast and deep, like each and every hell we keep. Brake free, and finally see. Yes, look and see what awaits for you in me.
COMMENTS
Nice to see u r in love.. such lovely feelings when we r in love :)
Thank you, I fear the fall, but I hope to make this one last, unlike the others. My love is pure and strong, temptation is a devil I am all to familiar with. The last thing I do is want to tie anyone down. "No pun intended" Nor be tied down. My love is pure, strong and for all. But, I hope and trust this new love understands me, I am unconditional. I am extremely observant, and conservative with my feelings. That's why I share freely. I truly think of here continuously, to no end! I hope this is real, and not a dream, but then again? My dreams usu come true. I am excited to see where this ship sails. I like it that this love inspires something in me long forgotten, hope. I hope, I do not rush or act rash. "They do not call us Vampires for nothing..." If my love reads this, understand. Love has many forms, and I my dear... I am all of them!
Yes, i am treating myself to a day off. VR your the best! Thank you to all my new friends. Hope to see you all soon, add me, like me, hate me, love me, just don't judge me. I give love and respect freely here. Share it well, I do. Let me know if you have added me so I may add you as well. Take care and much love and respect. Sorry this message seems weird I am enjoying some sweet sleep deprivation. I just wanted to be leveled up well, I am now. So, taken it easy a bit. I came here just to research and learn for I am a writer, maybe more if you take the time to get to know me. Anyways, blessed be.
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Until I get my premium account no new photos sorry. Hope your having a blessed day, be well.
I wonder what choices we make? If they are the right ones, or the wrong ones. Or, are they just choices in general. Now matter how close I feel to the source, I feel alone. "Laughs" Alone I can deal with, I have, and I will. No one will ever change me. I will never attempt to change anyone. I want to share in this life of love. We only have this one, as of now. As you learn more about yourself you will truly realize through real eyes. That you are more, much more than any of these pathetic games we play. But, I enjoy the game. Play on, fellow fiends. . .
I have dosed, I dose, when lonely, and alone. I feel free, I am free, I am gone to talk of other things, with the ones who love thee most, the ones in my shadow filled dreams. I like the lost feeling of self righteous indulgences discovering, engulfing me, here I go... Now, I am gone. . . See you all tonight. Don't judge me. I would never judge you, not in a million lifetimes of servitude. . .
I am nothing more than an accumulation of wandering thoughts. I wonder, when will I wander into a new block? Will I ever concur my pathway obstacles? The need for attention, to be noticed, to be loved with the utmost of devotions? Power, status quo, are all we seem to be. In this beautiful, yet obscure life we deem reality. I shall write, my stories and published I will become. But, from the money I shall run, lest it smother my brightness, thy sun...
Why are we all truly psychotic? Everyone in the world is damned, how many of us truly realize this? Yes, some are better at hiding it than others, but it remains the same. The human race is completely fucked I fear. I do my best and most times I an very pleasant to be around, but we are all vampires, feeding of one another, to no end...
COMMENTS
That is not true. That is what you call a perception issue. lol
Just checking, thanks for reminding me that I am wrong from time to time. I needed that. "That is my example of me pouting, sad, but true." I know this is not true. Thank you again.
I am writing a 25,000 word short story for a science fiction magazine. . . 24,000 words to go.... What are you doing, right now? I hope it is productive, I pray that you get shit done!
Card #1 Ace of Wands:
You are experiencing dissatisfaction, embrace it thru change.
Card #2 Six of Pentacles:
Your faith in life will be renewed.
Card #3 Six of Wands:
Your past efforts will reward you.
Card #4 King of Wands:
Your ideas inspire others.
Card #5 Ace of Cups:
You will find happiness in new love.
Card #6 The Sun:
You will have a life changing moment. Do not hesitate.
Card #7 Three of Swords:
Watch what you say to others. Your words can hurt.
Card #8 The Emperor:
Do not let people take your energy or rely solely on you.
Card #9 The Moon:
Your future is created by dreams.
Card #10 The Tower:
Weather the storm and the worst will be behind you.
COMMENTS
Hmm...I'm just reflecting on the past it helps me keep balance and clarity.
Reflect away brother! Let me be a mirror to all. All in need of love and understanding. Take care, be well.
Card #1 Three of Cups:
Wrongs will be righted, wounds will heal.
Card #2 Four of Pentacles:
Financial gain is certain.
Card #3 Four of Cups:
Desire to change and transform has been awakened.
Cards #4 Six of cups:
Your past will reward you.
Card #5 Five of wands:
The obstacle ahead will make for a better victory.
Card #6 Ace of Swords
Put creative thought to action.
Card #7 The High Priestess:
Trust your intuition.
Card #8 Seven of Swords:
Find ways around your obstacles.
Card #9 Two of Swords:
Do not let doubt cause you to waver.
Card #10 Ace of Pentacles:
Spiritual blessings and financial gain are in your future.
Coming soon. . . I will be writing this later on tonight. See you all then. I meant to post this in my stories. So, off I go to tell a tale of new found love, that I will see grow, maybe? But, most likely, no. Follow me to my stories.
Card #1 Ace of Cups:
This is a time of emotional and spiritual replenishment.
Card #2 Four of Pentacles:
Financial gain is certain.
Card #3 Ten of Wands:
Rely on your strengths to solve current problems.
Card #4 King of Pentacles:
If you follow advice recently given, your future will be certain.
Card #5 Ten of Pentacles:
You will reach a place of security in life.
Card #6 Page of Wands:
Career advancement in coming months.
Card #7 Seven of Wands:
Do not underestimate your own talents.
Card #8 Six of Swords:
You are on your way to happier times.
Card #9 Death:
Your inner transformation will occur.
Card #10 Two of Wands:
You will master your life but not without others.
COMMENTS
Love this.. I have being reading tarot many many years.. as well as runes... How long have you been reading tarot?
My card reader has been reading a very long time. She is wonderful, I am thankful to have her. I am among all things, I have a hand in it all. But, I let others guide me, or rather help me guide myself. I love sharing wisdom to say the least. Thank you for commenting.
I am real. I don't want your rates adds or friendships just to have them, just to make me look good. I am worthy of all, do not get me wrong. But, I am here for the rest of my life. I have found a hopeless love here that I have so desperately needed, wanted. I am real, I will rate you how I think you should be rated, for rates are not judgements. I want the truth from people, not some egotistical, sarcastic bullshit. I have a lot I want to do with whatever life I have left. i am still searching for you, and I know you have kept a watchful eye on me throughout all of my years. i have been listening, and I will succeed in showing my true worth. I do not lie, I am real. I have set up my profile to explain this, with out having to bug or bother people. I do not wish to be bothersome. I will make it, into whatever future lies ahead. Please, help me help you and lets learn and grow together, I need real friends, Not just some filled friends list. Thank you for reading if you did, and if you liked please add me, rate me, communicate with me, for I will never ignore you or be over baring. I just want to be accepted. I have a lot more to say. I will edit later. Thank you again. Also, feel free to ask me anything, I mean it. I am on a never ending epic to learn as much as I can about myself. I can not do this with out your questions. I am not easily offended, and I will never insult you, directly, even though my responses might make you seem or feel insulted. i am just honest and loyal. I also am very gentle on how I approach the human intellect. For whether we believe it or not, we truly are a very intelligent species, and we can easily confuse certain aspects of ourselves.
~D.N.N.~
COMMENTS
If I decide to message you, when is the best time to get a response and not wake you, or bother you. I am seriously tired of bothering people. Especially the ones I care for most. God forbid any one else disown me. Yes, I am sure she didn't mean it. Well, my response to that is that this is not fucking kindergarten and we all are responsible for what the fuck comes out of our mouth. Whether it be verbal or through words, the intent is real, and I am tired of peoples excuses on why they communicate so damn poorly. I am not perfect, but by God I do my best. That is all, when can I get in touch with you if I choose to. A five minuet window will suffice.
~D.N.N.~
If anyone is attempting to contact me, please be very clear about it.
I am on this site from nightfall, until the witching hour bell tolls.
I write until 3:33 AM and then I am back on this site.
You may not reach out to me, if you are not willing.
So, be a willing candidate for conversation with me.
I have done all I can do to make myself open in welcoming you.
~D.N.N.~
Let me know if you have, and I will be sure to look in on you and rate accordingly. Be Blessed, and well kept.
~D.N.N.~
Why are other profiles so filled with confusion? I find it hard, or rather difficult to rate someone, when I can not even see the rate tap to click upon. I am still learning though. One thing I can promise, my page will stay very humble yet articulate and able to read and contact me. If you wish to rate, stalk, comment, add, or whatever, you will be able to clear and straight forward. That is all.
~D.N.N.~
“Man's status in the natural world is determined, therefore, by the quality of his thinking.”
“If the infinite had not desired man to be wise, he would not have bestowed upon him the faculty of knowing."
“The true Mason is not creed-bound. He realizes with the divine illumination of his lodge that as Mason his religion must be universal: Christ, Buddha or Mohammed, the name means little, for he recognizes only the light and not the bearer. He worships at every shrine, bows before every altar, whether in temple, mosque or cathedral, realizing with his truer understanding the oneness of all spiritual truth. All true Masons know that they only are heathen who, having great ideals, do not live up to them. They know that all religions are but one story told in divers ways for peoples whose ideals differ but whose great purpose is in harmony with Masonic ideals. North, east, south and west stretch the diversities of human thought, and while the ideals of man apparently differ, when all is said and the crystallization of form with its false concepts is swept away, one basic truth remains: all existing things are Temple Builders, laboring for a single end. No true Mason can be narrow, for his Lodge is the divine expression of all broadness. There is no place for little minds in a great work.”
“Experiences are the chemicals of life with which the philosopher experiments”
“To live in the world without becoming aware of the meaning of the world is like wandering about in a great library without touching the books.”
“We can only escape from the world by outgrowing the world. Death may take man out of the world but only wisdom can take the world out of the man. As long as the human being is obsessed by worldliness, he will suffer from the Karmic consequences of false allegiances. When however, worldliness is transmuted into Spiritual Integrity he is free, even though he still dwells physically among worldly things.”
“It was apparent that materialism was in complete control of the economic structure, the final objective of which was for the individual to become part of a system providing an economic security at the expense of the human soul, mind, and body.”
“The criers of the Mysteries speak again, bidding all men welcome to the House of Light. The great institution of materiality has failed. The false civilization built by man has turned, and like the monster of Frankenstein, is destroying its creator. Religion wanders aimlessly in the maze of theological speculation. Science batters itself impotently against the barriers of the unknown. Only transcendental philosophy knows the path. Only the illumined reason can carry the understanding part of man upward to the light. Only philosophy can teach man to be born well, to live well, to die well, and in perfect measure be born again. Into this band of the elect--those who have chosen the life of knowledge, of virtue, and of utility--the philosophers of the ages invite you.”
“Universals cannot become particulars and particulars cannot become universals, but universals exist according to degrees and particulars exist according to conditions.”
“Plato defined good as threefold in character: good in the soul, expressed through the virtues; good in the body, expressed through the symmetry and endurance of the parts; and good in the external world, expressed through social position and companionship.”
“A little philosophy inclineth man's mind to atheism; but depth in philosophy bringeth men's minds about to religion.”
“Though the modern world may know a million secrets, the ancient world knew one - and that was greater than the million; for the million secrets breed death, disaster, sorrow, selfishness, lust, and avarice, but the one secret confers life, light, and truth.”
“When confronted with a problem involving the use of the reasoning faculties, individuals of strong intellect keep their poise, and seek to reach a solution by obtaining facts bearing upon the question. Those of immature mentality, on the other hand, when similarly confronted, are overwhelmed. While the former may be qualified to solve the riddle of their own destiny, the latter must be led like a flock of sheep and taught in simple language. They depend almost entirely upon the ministrations of the shepherd. The Apostle Paul said that these little ones must be fed with milk, but that meat is the food of strong men. Thoughtlessness is almost synonymous with childishness, while thoughtfulness is symbolic of maturity. There are, however, but few mature minds in the world; and thus it was that the philosophic-religious doctrines of the pagans were divided to meet the needs of these two fundamental groups of human intellect--one philosophic, the other incapable of appreciating the deeper mysteries of life. To the discerning few were revealed the esoteric, or spiritual, teachings, while the unqualified many received only the literal, or exoteric, interpretations. In order to make simple the great truths of Nature and the abstract principles of natural law, the vital forces of the universe were personified, becoming the gods and goddesses of the ancient mythologies. While the ignorant multitudes brought their offerings to the altars of Priapus and Pan (deities representing the procreative energies), the wise recognized in these marble statues only symbolic concretions of great abstract truths. In all cities of the ancient”
“Man’s threefold lower nature—consisting of his physical organism, his emotional nature, and his mental faculties—reflects the light of his threefold Divinity and bears witness of It in the physical world. Man’s three bodies are symbolized by an upright triangle; his threefold spiritual nature by an inverted triangle. These two triangles, when united in the form of a six-pointed star, were called by the Jews “the Star of David,” “the Signet of Solomon,” and are more commonly known today as “the Star of Zion.” These triangles symbolize the spiritual and material universes linked together in the constitution of the human creature, who partakes of both Nature and Divinity. Man’s animal nature partakes of the earth; his divine nature of the heavens; his human nature of the mediator.”
“All things manifesting in the lower worlds exist first in the intangible rings of the upper spheres, so that creation is, in truth, the process of making tangible the intangible by extending the intangible into various vibratory rates.”
“Fascinated by the glitter of gain, man gazes at the Medusa-like face of greed and stands petrified.”
“Having become a citizen of two worlds, the individual must act accordingly. There can be no backsliding, because the individual must reach a state of certainty before this enlightenment is given that makes it utterly and completely impossible to backslide. He cannot ‘get it’ and then fail and turn from it. If he turns from it, it means he never had it. If he fails, he fails himself. He cannot fail the infinite.”
“In Freemasonry is concealed a mystery of creation, the answer to the problem of existence, and the path the student must tread in order to join those who are really the living powers behind the thrones of modern national and international affairs.”
“Esoterically, the Hanged Man is the human spirit which is suspended from heaven by a single thread. Wisdom, not death, is the reward for this voluntary sacrifice during which the human soul, suspended above the world of illusion, and meditating upon its unreality, is rewarded by the achievement of self-realization.”
“Man i s given by Nature, a gift, and that gift is the privilege of labor. Through labor he learns all things.”
“The South Node is karmic and relates to the unfinished business brought forward from the past.”
"Every generation revolts against its fathers and makes friends with its grandfathers."
"Today, the degradation of the inner life is symbolized by the fact that the only place sacred from interruption is the private toilet."
"Traditionalists are pessimists about the future and optimists about the past."
"The cities and mansions that people dream of are those in which they finally live."
"A certain amount of opposition is a great help to a man."
"Kites rise against, not with, the wind."
"Today, the notion of progress in a single line without goal or limit seems perhaps the most parochial notion of a very parochial century."
"Forget the damned motor car and build the cities for lovers and friends."
"War is the supreme drama of a completely mechanized society."
"Our national flower is the concrete cloverleaf."
"Restore human legs as a means of travel."
"Pedestrians rely on food for fuel and need no special parking facilities."
I am not of confusion, I am your confusion, for you are confused. I am not one to search for things I already know how to locate. I want to know if I am even worthy. I am doing my best to keep to the codes, of secrecy. I am sure I will succeed or, die a beautifully horrid death, and good riddance I say to wretchedness of this life. Do not mistaken me for a fool, I play the part well. But, I know how precious life is. I want to help sustain existence, even if it means extermination. It is well know, these days that nothing can be, without you, order though chaos is also well known, I have been playing my part for all to long now, and wish to take it on longer. i am ready for whatever choices must be made. I have made more than a few self sacrifices in my day, now, I go off into thy night of eternal sleep. But, with hopes of awakening into something much more deep.
~D.N.N.~
Read with a Rider Deck in a Celtic Spread.
Card #1 Page of wands:
Someone will bring good news or creativity.
Card #2 The Hermit:
This card signifies wise counsel.
Card #3 8 of Chalices:
Warning money will take hard work, but you will be rewarded.
Card #4 7 of Chalices:
Do not be seduced by your daydreams, now is not the time. Be practical with your goals.
Card #5 The Chariot:
You can have great artistic success.
Card #6 7 of Pentacles:
You will receive money from something unexpected.
Card #7 6 of Swords:
A new friend will have an impact on your life.
Card #8 4 of Swords:
You will have peace from battles in your life.
Card #9 The Star:
You will not have this peace until you make a decision that you are holding off making.
Card #10 Judgement:
You will understand your purpose.
Anything is truly nothing to me, yet it is everything. I believe bad is misunderstood. To me, I have learned that the true form of evil is nothing more than ignorance, people do evil, wrong, bad things mainly out of ignorance. I guess, I am trying my hardest to make sense of it all. I miss a lot about myself, but I am becoming something much more I fear, It is only a matter of time, before, I am in a new mentor-ship. You are fine, do not let others ignorance control your feelings. You think that I do not believe you, why is that? Why are we so used to doing things? Are they our will, or the will of others? What are bad habits, and are the repetitions our habits? If so, are they truly bad? I agree that it depends on the situation and are not always, good or bad, but what truly is right and wrong? What do you consider to be the normal? If you had the chance would you trade everything for immortality? What types of things would they depend on? Are we not immortal already, in a sense? What is your personal relationship to immortal choices? Have you thought about these questions, ever, never, or forever? What if your loved ones could choose the same choices you had? What is wrong with being an empathetic being? Are not immortals the ultimate empathetic beings ever created? How would you decide if presented the offer of Immortality? I understand, I truly do. Our choices most definitely define us as a race, but what if you could live forever, and help others to make wiser choices by sharing the experience of others, or even yours? I know nothing, yet I feel everything as it passes away with the time wisely chosen to be used. Like a napkin wiping thy blood from thy chin. I am just here to ask the questions others do not, self absorbed in knowing no answer will come. But, what if the answer was right here, in front of thee face of the confused? I most certainly believe all may be helped, to an extent. For, I would like to believe I can be helped. I will be having my cards read again soon, and I will post the results for any, for all. See, I believe none can truly know me until they know thyself. What does thou know about thyself, do you even wonder. Or, do you just wander aimlessly? I have, yes, wandered aimlessly into the void in hopes of reclaiming my true love. I was just asked by another why I was up so late? My hearts only response was to discover more of the truths that hide within the shadows of night. I have always feared death to a certain extent. I have always wondered the what if I was wrong in my thoughts upon being separated from my body. To say the least I do not have that fear anymore.
~D.N.N.~
I am one for many conversations. But, when approaching me, be sure to know these few things. I am unreal and nothing like anyone you have ever talked with before, this I can assure you. If you can prove thee wrong, then please, refer them to me, and we shall see what truly lies in the dark. i am not easily offended, and will never insult you. Do not get me wrong, you may feel insulted many times, and you may hurt me with your harsh words. I feel that these things will never come to pass, for I am only here to see what is being said on the topics of Vampires. I myself am whatever you want me to be, aren't we all, truly servants of our mother? Regardless, feel free to message me at anytime or any point of interest. For, I am interested in all things. Please, speak clear, and if you ask me for my name, it would be less rude as a respectful being/entity to give your name first. I am not here to judge nor be judged, I am only here to find others like me. That is all for now, thank you to those have read. Comments are most welcomed, and duly anticipated.
~D.N.N.~
I believed for the longest time that I was born into the wrong era, the twentieth century.
I was a fool, mistaken!
For this is one of the most beautiful eras a poet could ever dream to be apart of!
With all of its war and hate, what better chance would I ever have to bestow love to all the confused apes running a muck?
My writing is that of philosophical reasoning.
I believe that I have been placed here and now for that reasoning alone.
I am tormented by my impatience, my laziness!
I am completely uncomfortable with myself to every degree.
for the twentieth century is a devastating time of technology and true beauty all encased in a rapid growing of confusion.
I like most of our enlightened youth would rather sleep and dream thy days away.
What must I give thanks for?
first and foremost, I give thanks for my life and health, God and the devil know that I have been blessed with an abundance of chances to do myself in on numerous occasions.
But, here i sit, writing to you.
I am blessed to have family, no matter how dwindled they may seem, I am thankful for them, each and everyone of them.
I am thankful for this technology.
To be able to sit on my mother and fathers front porch on this beautiful fall afternoon, and write ever so swiftly, because my time I fear is short, for us all as a human race.
We have, as a whole, lost the true meaning of what it truly means to take care of one another, in my opinion.
But, again, I am thankful for this technology that allows me to listen to Chopin while I sit here and write.
In the twentieth century we are truly blessed with technology, for the ones who know how to utilize its gifts properly and not abuse the nature of thy beast!
Technological advances can be beastly, I must say extremely beastly indeed!
~D.N.N.~
I do not enjoy having my powers restricted, but I humbly except them and understand these rules and guidelines. As frustrating as it may be, I am aware of the impatience brewing in me, and have taken measures to ensure it does not overcome me. I will make the best of this time to read through some articles. I will have my day, and I will be able to message more than five times in a twenty four hour period. This has taught me to trust into my instincts much more than I already do. I will choose wiser messages to send, I will read more before acting so brash. I am thankful for my third choice of mentoring to have responded. If only I would have waited a bit longer before jumping on board. Nevertheless, I am thankful. I will let the almighty light of illumination guide I. For I am nothing more than the darkness of thy light. I am happy to be in The Vampire's Castle Mentors Group, for there is a lot of information I am sure I will learn from these individuals, or how ever this works. I am not easily confused, but I seem to have gotten ahead of myself just a tad bit. Please, bite off thy rope lest thee chock me to death in a bath of dread and fears, for I am not as human as the next. I am here to learn, and write. Meet others and discuss topics relevant to me. I am far from rude, but I am most definitely not offended that easily. I hope I have not offended anyone with this journal entry, for I am grateful for you all. The real in me recognizes the real in you. I am just, and I will continue to be just, just for you, and the others. I am looking for others like me, to say the least.
~D.N.N.~
There is a conflict going on in your life, be prepared to make the correct decisions. This will not be an easy task.
Past efforts will now reap many rewards (could be financial). You have long suffered alone, do not push those away closest to you, allow them in. New dreams can be built from the ashes of your past. In the future you will have a greater challenge, choose what makes you happy. Trust your instinct before trusting reason, stand firm in your decisions. Soon you will shoulder a greater burden. There will be a hardship centered around a male figure in your life. During this time do not let your mind become clouded when judging others. Financial well being will follow. You will find security in a new way of life.
~D.N.N.~
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