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now onto the party itself I had liked two coworkers at the party there and the truth is that I got all question answered seeing how I thought about they were answered that night. Danielia is a 19 yr old lil thing. dont get me wrong I had my attention on her for the last three months but the truth is that I didnt want to say anything to her. she did say " I never had a bf I just use people before I get used." that comment there kinda told me all that I need to know about that chick. As I was trying to keep my personal life out of business life meaning my job and I was afraid having another event happened when I hooked up with a co worker and how that turned out with her quitting and such cause of drama. as you can see I have alot of walls and borders that I need to be torned before anything done but that is it on her.



C. is another story tho. She was a new worker who is also young as well maybe 19 or 20 as well just like D is. She had a bubbly personality that I really go for in a lady and I dunn that is something that make one stand out from the crowd of people. As usual tho just when I was going to be going to try to make a move on her. We were dancing on the floor and such. I saw her eyes on my coworker oz and you know what sometimes you gotta know that things aernt going to work out even if it might have been one night. Then I was tweeting away on my phone a short bit while and there I saw both of them making out on the couch. Now nomally I wouldnt give a shit what people do in their spare time and such. but I will say two things. oz told me at the party when I asked him where his gf was and he said for this party she was single. To think I was going to live with the guy in north park im glad I made the right decision on that one as his gf might have done the samething with me if I lived there but that is another story. So with that part of the story donw he tells me not to say anything at work about but before it happened I had said it to people that I knew from work at the party so I dunno how is that mess going to end up with on that one there. C left with him and he came back in the party alone so I guess I gotta say some things worked out in the end.



So when it comes to tonight I have learned another lession in just thinkin of hookin up with people at work as it is going to do nothing but change things away from things that it has been for the last year but the truth is that I dont care what happens as it has been a year working here and the team members have come and gone and im still here watching waiting for the next big thing to come around in my life and we will see that unfold over time.

thats it for now,

DMZ

As time has passed by since I was with my last gf in the spring I had to start thinking about when I was going to get my head back into the thick of things when it came to getting around gf. since then I have had alot of walls placed up bacause I hated getting hurt as I did the last time I was with a girl. the truth is that I asked myself would it be worth to hook up with someone at this party that I went too last night. in the end of things I couldnt get myself to do it. so the streak conts and im happy with it. I just know things are going to change at work because people saw the drinkin side of me and the truth is that deep down im noy much different then if I was just sober trying to get shit at work, but I know people being so younger than I am going to make a big deal of things when I get back to work but it will be more interesting to see for sure.

it seems like I have been so busy with alot of things at work and school lately that I havent had a day to really relax and fianlly that was yestesday and sun. sometimes you go thro periods of your life where you wonder where the hell time has gone too and that is what happened I guess with the rest of the summer as it is almost over already. The thing i have to get ready for later on this month is going to del mar school and finally enjoyin my next vacagtion in sept to vegas for 65 bucks for three nights I cant complain on that one either. im still working on other details but I had a few mins to give people a small update on my life and it is time to go.

bye for now,

DMZ

looking over things in the family it just seem like things have gotten to be everyone is in their own lives and that it has made me feel like im kinda in the island of myself land again but the truth is that I think that everyone is going in their sepatate directions. I do think with everyone moving on is there going to be something called a family anymore. I doubt that things will ever be the sme again as they used to be.

I just seemed like everything that could go wrong did go wrong today at work and truefully it made take a longer day than what it needed tobe and the truth is that. That is what made it the worse day of work that i have have to go thro with. The shit just kept going on and on as the day wore on. I just kept asking when was this mother fucking day going to end. I did something to make a statement as it seemed to work as people finally left me the fuck alone and let me get some work it just a ridouos day and it is a day that I wont forget for a long time. sorry about the rant but I needed to get this out of my system .

thanks

dmz