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Speak To Me
10:36 Jul 22 2008
Times Read: 688






Eyes swollen,

Tear rolling,

Contact not there,

Why can't I start a new life,

Fresh and unriddled,

Chance happens,

Bad and worse,

My personality is a paste that sticks with me,

No Jokes.



Merciful,

Venerable,

Crazy diluted thoughts float freely,

Seduction is now obsolete,

My journals are now blank and meaningless,

No contact means no life,

No more forgiveness,

Lost in my thoughts.



Thick cracked empty sunshine,

Lost toothbrush,

Artist unknown,

Now is not happening,

Wicked people that think they know me,

They have no clue,

If absence makes the heart grow fonder,

I don't how much much fonder I can be,

I'm desperate.



Good times,

Great times,

These are the worst tmes,

Emptiness,

It's all a dream,

Dreams aren't suppose to be dissapointing,

Everywhere I look I see the illusion of you,

Lobotomy's would be great,

If only they were voluntary.



Emotional core to the memory,

Brain damage too easy,

Connections not connected,

Stale smells of the memories of you,

I miss you terribly,

Pathetic,

Can't help myself,

Only you can do that.



Vanishing act,

How do you do it,

Model citizen,

I am not,

Forgiveness never,

Just hear me out,

This story isn't supposed to be like this,

Uncouinesness,

I have preserved,

Numbness,

I have related too also,

Emptiness is all there is.



I'm crawling out of my skin,

Talk is good,

I feel myself watching Kristin Dunst movies,

But it's not you at all,

I'm confused,

My whole life is confusing,

Sorry,

No substitutions,

Tangerine dreams do not exist here.



Memory erased,

Wishing we were together,

I can't taste,

Feel,

Or see normally anymore,

All I can think about is you.



I want to hold your hands,

look into your eyes,

And tell you everything,

My deepest secrets,

Pains,

Passions,

This is a bad movie,

And I just want it to end.



Everyone claims to be in my head,

They have me all wrong,

Focus,

Focus,

Focus,

Gamebusters,

Love is everything,

I LOVE YOU,

Impulsive is what I've been,

Not where I'm going,

I want to run in the rain with you,

Play in the snow with you,

And be there when either one of us is stressed out.



Please,

My mind is warped,

Help me out,

I need your help,

Desire is all I need,

Your desire,

Don't erase me from your memory,

The bottom line is you,

Nothing else matters.



Could happiness exist again,

I want to see you twirl,

Watch fireworks in the park,

That what happens everytime I think of you,

Can I get a bloody mary with a cucumber,

And a picnic in the cemetary(bad idea),

Shaved memories,

Bad B-movies,

I want to find out what else we can grow old too.



Colorado,Vegas,Europe,

How else am I expected to go,

Asheville,

The sweet serenade of the mountains.



I admire your strength,

I wish I could be more like you,

I'm cursed,

Heartless,

Gutless,

Kindness kills,

I want to be with you forever,

Maybe we can,

Maybe we can't,

Let's go down to the surf and talk,

Interaction is all there is.



Your name is so magical to me,

Let's enjoy life itself,

the water's fine,

Let's enjoy it together,

Understand what I'm saying here,

I'm scared,

I LOVE YOU,

Do you understand,

I LOVE YOU,

Is your memory erased,

Speak to me.



The best time of my life has been with you,

Listen,

You made my world exciting,

I miss that,

I said it clearly the last night we were together,

I realized we were strangers,

And needed to meet together.



I'm just a screwed up person,

That feels trapped in life,

One minute one thing,

One minute another,

Change your heart,

Look around you,

It was all about you always,

I need your loving,

Like the sunshine,

Everyone's gotta love somtime,

Nothing I can do can replace the guilty couinesness I have,

Mixed feelings,

I don't have anymore,

All I know is,

I want you to be my life,

No doubts,

No doubts ever again.

Pumpkin Queen
10:33 Jul 22 2008
Times Read: 689






I've waited long



For a day



That I pray will come to me



I want nothing more



My needs are small



As you rest here at my side.







Sleep another hour dear just close your eyes



For the time is fading quickly from our sight



And whispers after midnight echo until the dawn



So hold close my dear until the night is gone.







I love you now



As I will



When the longest day is through



Know this is true



Place all of your trust



Within the one who lives for you.