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Honestly, this is the only site where I can actually write what I'm feeling inside. No one knows me here. No one except for my beloved Adora and she know me inside out.



OK, here it goes. When I'm writing here, I'm usually a bit depressed. I mean, it's not like I'm always like this. In real life, I'm happy and laughing most of the time. I hang out with people almost every day, partying or just relaxing. Just wanted to make sure that you don't think I'm a ... I don't know what to call it.



Right now I wish to be somewhere else, in a place where I'm able to relax more than I do here. Where I don't have to work to get money or don't have to think at all. Where I don't have to feel like I'm worth nothing. Where I don't have anxiety. Stupid, fucking anxiety. I hate it. I really do.



Oh well, I'm off to the shower now.