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I once again feel the urge to cut ....... its been about 3 weeks and i havent cut myself this is the longest ive been without cutting myself and i sit here crying but not cutting instead writting things down i love that i now have to power to stop myself from cutting

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Yarja
19:54 Jul 23 2010

I have a friend that did that. He starting drawing and sculpture to keep his hands busy

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I hadn't cut since my last entry but here i sit with my bleeding arm I cut cause im in pain

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TheArtistRose
23:14 Jul 07 2010

why cut? why??

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again no one listens .... i heard my fone ringing so i answered it it was a bunch of kids from my school telling me im a fag for being emo and that i should die and go to hell i honestly hate this that u cnt stop cutting i just wanna scream

Today once again I decided instead of going to ask for help to end my pain i went to my desk drawer in my room and took out my razor blade and cut my wrist and my thigh...I feel like the reason I cut is because it's the only pain that i can control and I feel like it's the only way to you know make the pain stop ..... Cutting is something i've been doing for awhile now and I just feel alone and when I cut i feel happy but like also ashamed of myself I feel alone and broken

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TheRoman
02:36 Jul 04 2010

good times!

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