I am so fucking well sick of everything that has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with me being my fucking fault! If people would fucking well keep there noses out of my business or quit trashing me to people... they may find themselves in much better situations then they are in. I think.... to be quite honest the harder that I try to make things better and the harder I try to do a good job at something... the more shit is thrown at me. People need to stop sharing things about my life with those around them! Its really great when people go back on their word and you keep your end of a deal.
RANT FINISHED!
So I notice more often then not now a days that I don't have a lot of time for most things anymore. I am doing quite well in my job but I miss my ability to spend time with my family.... By the time I am out of work for the day its time to eat dinner, take baths, and go to bed! The day is totally gone.... The pay isnt the best in the world but I am pretty good at my job and my stats are raising quickly... thats a good thing on my end. I think my biggest fear here is that my little one will think I'm turning into one of those parents that only have time to work! I treasure my time with her as she is so small and wont be for long. She goes into kindergarten in august.... don't know how I'm going to make it through that first day! The other thing I worry about is I have so many wonderful friends on here and I can hardly find time to send a message! I hope I dont lose friends on this site it would be a crushing experiance! You special ones know who you are. :) lol.
COMMENTS
Tabby, she will understand some day that you had to work...Lacy forgave me and now at 21 appreciates how hard I worked to be both Mother and Father to her . I understand your lack of time here, as my life is crazy busy too.
COMMENTS
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thesavageant
00:47 Jun 24 2008
If you would make entries such as these private, people would have less to talk about.
Just my opinion..
VAMPIREBLONDEE
00:51 Jun 24 2008
Tabby, rant to me anytime you'd like. I'm here for you.
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
01:06 Jun 24 2008
HA! This entry has nothing at all to do with VR so it doesn't matter to me who reads it. Truthfully... if you don't like what my journal says... don't read it.