You ever have those days where you are just so totally blah? Well I have those days alot latley. I don't know what is going on with me. Just Blah that is the only word I can think of to describe it. BLAH, You know that is a strange word. lol Okay, so yeah. Here are some random quesitons for you to ponder... Why is it called a drive way if you park on it? Why is it called Parkway if you drive on it? Do fish have tongues? ( I know the answer to this one by the way... lol.) Okay enough random shit from me for today. lol. |
You ever had your world spin out of control but you stand in the center perfectly still? That is my life. That is where I am, and it seems that no matter what that will always be the case. I have an icon that says when life hands you lemons you throw them at the mean people and hope it gets them in the eye. Well apparently when I tried to throw one at someone it was cut open and burned the wounds on my hand. The heart is such a fragile thing and no matter how tough a person can act I think that all hearts when broken hurt. A broken heart is actually the worst pain I have ever endured and I have been through some pretty painful things. I don't really know why I am typing all this out. Perhaps because it is better to type it out instead of bottling it in. I just for once want to be happy and to be loved. I know that will never happen, just as I know that I am going to die at a young age. Sucks, but I know these things. I just wish that for once, the one that I love would be the one that loved me back. I thought I had found what I was looking for and it turned out that he wasnt looking for me. That is how life is I guess. Some of us are destined to be alone and unloved. I am one of those with that detiny. |
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