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i hate this. i just got a letter from my nana telling me she will not suport my decision and i dont know what i am doing. and shit like that.God kill me, i never thought i would live to see the day my nana would not support me. I cant stop crying, this is killing me so much inside.if i wait until next monday i might beable to have money for a ticket. I need to get out of here now more then ever. Am i a bad person for doing this? For trying to make my life actually happy and not feel as bad about myself as i do every single day of my life? For trying to make it so i dont want death every day of my life? Does that make me a bad, selfish person?

Im thinking more and more about moving in with my boyfriend in surrey this comming year. Just to get away from here, ya know. Anyway, he says he is willing to take care of me and thats cool, i just have to figure out what im going to do about medication.

Soon I Shall Join Him And No longer Be Alone, I Love You Chris!!