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Tears form too much

My bones feel broken each and every day

My minds screams with racing thoughts

I have no idea where I am

My eyes are so blind

My scars seem to multiply

My heart seems to break



Only person keeping me here

My mother...

Oh how her words amaze me

How i never thought I would matter

I feel like I am in the middle of an ocean

I could swim for safety or drown

The boat is right in front of me

Should I reach out?



"Let the rain of what I feel right now come down"

Beautiful words

Beautiful song

Reminds me I am not the only one

I could easily give up and drown

Am I strong enough to survive?

I just want to scream good bye!

Good bye to the world

To everybody in it



I am not strong enough

I am terrified

I am not strong enough for this life

I dread what tomorrow will be

Will I still be around?



I am a rag doll

Stitched together by a thin thread

Too much pressure

I will be torn apart

Easily manipulated

Too easy to hurt

Only a few hold the needle

I can be fixed

But can be broken just as fast

Will I ever get a thicker thread?

The strength that helps me up

The wind against my face

I flutter so peacefully

Towards a place so relaxing

I look down at all the people who look so tiny

I see so many familiar faces

My speed begins to slow down

My sight begins to dim

I hear nothing

I begin to free fall with no one to caught me

A warmth where i use to be at peace

Has left me alone to fall

I land so forcefully

My tears being to fall

I look around

And

I notice my wings lying beside me

I reach for them



Ash



-Khaotik-