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The name Khayman was from a rare mideavel text *note you must spell it that way or it isn't truly dated* that Anne Rice found a plagerized...
And did you know that if you spell Anne Rice backwards you get: Ecirenna which is the name of the beast when you are in a cold current without a paddle and just about out of food?
I wrote this to a friend, and in saying it I realize it is my struggle too. Being so far away from my mother and her grief and my leaving- yet knowing this is the right thing for me. Beyond what even I understood.
I haven't had much time, but when I'm here I still am processing. So I leave you with my realization, and reminder to be kind to myself. To undertand with compassion and love above all else.
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Yes I just responded to your email :)
It's amazing how similar our life paths are is it not? The details are totally different, but the situations esp with family are so similar it's errie at times.
Indeed, with the greatest risks comes the greatest rewards. I am learning this in a big way.
We forget the importance of one day.
Never do that, nor listen to what others would have you do. Even me.
For all we can do is speak from what we know, and we do not know your greater truth. You already are a head of everyone else, you are learning yourself, embracing her and nurturing her.
By doing that you are opening yourself to true greatness.
No matter what that means, being a mom, friend, lover or daughter.
And with that comes pain. In following where we must go, people will get hurt. They will be hurt if we don't follow our path too. Pain is something that cannot be avoided, but instead should be approached with respect, honor and love.
Only then do we truly rise and fly. Gather your wings my friend the day calls :)
Biggest problem about not sleeping well... hurting all the next day and then trying to set up business deals.
Thank goodness I had done my work prior- so I knew my numbers even though I was fumbling my words like a drunk.
Kay time for dog walk and BIG drink! And if the dog wakes me before the am... well then she's going to find herself locked out of my room! LOL See ya all tomorrow.
We're here today to tell you about a very serious issue. Did you know everyday thousands of dogs in America go through the worst kind of torture?
Just when they think that everything is wonderful and that they have no issues in the world... their owner has taken them on a two hour walk and fed them dinner with treats... it is then that the unspeakable occurs.
The bath.
Yes that's right folks, not only are dogs tortured by being forced into a small confined space, then they are sudded down with a horrid item called "soap". This is the worst, because of not being able to carry the smell of the park and all the areas that we have gone to, we now smell like oatmeal.
You can help, by letting our owner know that she is inflicting the most cruel and unusal punishment on us by giving us "the bath." We want to smell like park and dead things, it is not fair that we must give up our dirt and odor. Please help!
Many thanks,
Sahahria's Dogs, Megan & Holmes.
ps- tell Sahahria and Maverick to drop more food scraps, dog food just isn't cutting it.
is it when I have a show my printer goes belly up and is a total FUCKTARD?! grrrr I have ALL my things ready just need to print... and each time there is an issue. BAH. Worst part is when I try to get things don in advance it doesn't do this
So I did the women's show this last weekend. I was able to make many new connections, and am finally starting to feel like things are moving in the direction I want them to...
At the show, there were to brothers doing their own booth. So I took my time to go introduce myself (as they are in a complimentary business as me). The other girls at my booth were going off about how cute these brothers were. Granted, they are very cute, and one is well... the type of guy I find very attractive.
Today in my inbox, I have a email from the one I find attractive O.o ooooh things are getting interesting.
It has NOTHING to do with Canada and the rain... it's all the great pacific northwest...
My favorite year was the one with 180 STRAIGHT days of rain... no sun... not even a peak of it. O.o and people wonder why Seattle has one of the largest suicide rates in the US. Welcome to SAD (seasonal affect disorder) country Red, where in winter people get depressed and don't even realize it.
Now Ontario... you'll have to pull me from here kicking and screaming. We have SUN in the winter and with the snow ♥ I have not had such a happy winter since I graduated from university (which is when I moved back to Seattle- go figure).
Speaking of which, today is a beautiful sunny day and I think I'm going to walk the dogs in the sun! :D
WHy is it the night your friends go out.. your printer becomes a total fucktard? what should have only taken a couple of hours has now been all night Grrrrrrr and I had everything else done by 10 so I could have gone out...
almost 2am and I have to be at the show tomorrow by 9:30 with bright "glowing" face that says, "Please let me stick you with needles so you can pay me."
Somehow I don't think the after glow of anger will work. LOL!
Someone else just rated Cancer less than a 10... dang it... now I may just have to dig that nose up deep for a little brown and be like the masses with a 10.
O.o
Uh, cancel that... I have enough already with the front yard. ACK!
"May be Im older than so many on here, but you all need to grow up and mature..."
So very true... hang in there... people are like rabid dogs with the ranking system. Instead attempt to find humour in their doings... really people, it is funny watching all the ratings and visits that have increased since portfolios came back.
I'm tempted to downrate Cancer... why? Bad 80's hair- that should be enough reason, but the truth is... because then I'd be the only person that hadn't given him a 10.
*giggles like mad*
Kay I'm going back to making candles and picking up dog poop. Yes the ick kind... snow has melted and there are several months worth. Ack o.O
that Jason's avatars always make me laugh my ass off?
people think it's OK to call me at 12:30 when I have to get up at 7am...
once woken by a phone call, I get anxiety attacks? And then toss and turn until about an hour before I have to wake...(ok I know the reason... that is how I found out about my grandfather's death. Hence why when pissed I'll answer the phone that late: "someone had better be dead")
I have so much stuff... and still am MISSING things I left behind?! CRIPES and the truth is what I left IS usable... at least I can say my stuff is practical *sigh*
that I'm typing this drinking rum and coke instead of moving my shit???
*ok so I really know most the answers but you know... sometimes you just have to ask :)
Two words.. that cost you a couple hundred at first but so far have saved me about 3,000 in repairs. And that means you have 3 years of peace when shit happens- provided you back things up!
Otherwise go windows (esp since you have someone who can help you on that front)... computer issues really suck monkey balls *hugs*
That is what happens when you eat crappy food for money. BAH... I should do medical testing- at least then there is a chance I'll get paid to feel better not like a slime ball...
So some of you know that I have been secret shopping for extra cash.. and BOY customer service sucks at the malls I have gone to. WHY is it that I can't get a job?!!!
OH Yeah, need permanent residency to do that...
But after doing my second secret shop today I went to Timmy's for coffee and took the puppies to the dog park :D
They are now snoring at my feet! They are sleeping because they had fun, and LOVED running around.
Poor Holmes is now almost blind and is very limited with his hearing. At one point he lost track of where I was, and then tried to look for me. It made me so sad to see my baby not hear me well enough to tell where my voice was coming from... and then not see well enough to find me. He went looking all around and until I approached him, he couldn't find me. My baby really is getting old.
The only good thing is that one woman who helped me get his attention at the park couldn't believe he was that old... see he may not hear or see well- he still can PLAY! :D
We definitely need to start my old weekend routines again of coffee and walkies... for no other reason than it gets me out in the wide open a little fresh air and leaves the dogs feeling nice and relaxed!
No you didn't read that wrong, I'm going to talk about nose hair.
Why is it that when we get older we get hair in areas that we never seemed or noticed hair before? Sadly my 4 nose hairs I've had since I was in my teens. I'm not talking hair on the outside of my nose; I'm talking the hair inside.
See I have these 3 or 4 hairs that seem to grow on the Right side and only show up during winter (maybe because of the cold and more mucous??). But these flippin tiny little hairs BUG ME. As in I look in the mirror and they are all I see... like someone took a red sharpie pen and drew a BIG old circle around them and wrote:
"SEE THESE? THEY ARE NOW LONG ENOUGH THAT IF YOU ARE RIGHT NEXT TO ME YOU MIGHT SEE THEM IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY"
ACK!
Being as conscious of them as I am, of course I go get my handy dandy little tweezers and OOOOOOOOUUUUUUUCCCCHH!
Crimany, how the heck do 4 little hairs cause so much pain that my eyes are watering, I'm sneezing up a storm and now I have very bloodshot eyes.
O.o
Good thing this won’t bother me again till the fall. MEH.
But for the moment I'm putting back the old profile... for no other reason that I want some music that has some kick to reflect the doing that I've been up to.
It's the time of reflection and much work.
Not much time for play so, for the moment excuse my jumbled mess- while I oragnize and file away pieces.
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