My heart pumps of ice
Ice from the blood i drank from her
The blood that was so tempting
The blood that called out to me
Now all i have is this coldness
No love
No friends
No trust of people
My life has turned into a cold spiral
A spiral that has no end
Life is lost for eternity
For love has died with her
And so has my heart
The cold that runs through my veins is from her
The loss of her warmth
Her touch....
Her.... love....
Walking alone for the second time in my life
Walking for myself...
Feeling all alone in this world.
Feeling like an empty soul
Reaching out for nothing
Reaching out for someone to hold
My hands find nothing
My hands always empty
What is wrong?
Why can't I find the one?
Where am I to look?
Is there someone for me?
Does life have a plan for me?
Does life have a companion for me?
What am I to do to be happy?
Who is my match I'm to be with?
Do I even have a match?
Eyes shimmering
Teeth sharp
Licking lips
Drooling over blood
I see why so many cowar
Why so many fear us
How easy it is to kill
How much I like to see them suffer
Suffer as my fangs sink slowly into their neck
Bleeding blood from them slowly
Taking their life from them
Tasting the sweet nectar of life briefly
My eyes gaze at you
Paralyzing you in place
My smile makes you shiver
My eyes calm your fears
My voice of an angel
Calming you and enticing you
Pulling you to me
To my grip.....
The bite
The pain....
Then.... nothing....
....
When you wake
I'm all you see...
No friends
No family...
Just .... me...
Looking and feasting on your blood.
In eyes of death and destruction
In eyes of fear and hate
Souls are slowly torcherd
The Seven Eyes of hell bare down upon them
Eyes of which pain and suffer take hold
The eyes sear and burn the souls
They freeze and frighten their targets
They devour all hope and virtue
These eyes are not from a mythical beast
They are from our fellow man
They are from your friends
They are from your pets
they are from all we fear
They are the eyes that make us shutter
They are the eyes we trust
They are the eyes we care for
The eyes that we love
We fear eyes of dark
We fear eyes that glow
But not the eyes that are warming
Or the eyes that are friendly
Why? Why don't we?
We should fear all types
We should never feel safe
We should hide in terror
Hide in security
Or die an unfulfilled life.
Looking into my Life
I see much pain
I see much happiness
Happiness where i don't exist
Love where i don't belong
Hate where i always end up
Pain where all happiness was
Torcher where the love was
Death would be easier
Death would be less painful
Death would end all this torcher
So don't i die?
Why don't i end it all?
Because when i see her smile
All seems perfect
Perfect and full of happiness
That is why I'm still here
That is why death hasn't happened
That is why my heart beats
When the night comes
The sorrow of life come out
The Crying Tears of Angels
The hurt of so many
But does anyone hear?
No, No one does
No one can hear it
The cries are silent
The hurt is muffles by the void
The void that quiets everything
Everything in its path
The silence eats at everything
Every tear, every scream
Quietly dies into the night
Even the sobering cries of a broken heart
A broken heart that...
That that has lost love
A heart who once was living
Living in a web of lies
Now the heart cries into the dark
The dark where all dies
Dies in a quiet still void
Where all things become quiet
Where all things slowly die
Where everything stops existing
COMMENTS
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morbidcuriousity
22:19 Mar 18 2009
I believe you write from the heart. I enjoy reading your poetry!