Well sitting here in Texas with my sis and her husband, bored off of my fucking ass. I had a wonderful conversation with my soon to be Lord last night. I am still all tingly about it. My senses were just overloaded. I felt the caress of his voice up and down my face and body. I am sort of empathic but I never felt it that strongly before. His voice was just mesmerizing. I don't know exactly how to explain it. And now that we are not talking right now, i hunger for his voice. I find myself needing to hear him speak, am i crazy or does he have that much power over me after only one conversation?... I don't know if its just me or if it was him. I am excited by the mere thought of speaking with him again. I only hope that I can be everything he expects of me.
my desires are many.... i have to desire to be turned... i desire to taste blood...i desire the look of desire from my master...i desire a master who will care for me,teach me, and keep me. i desire immortality...i desire power...i desire magick...knowledge....i desire all..... is that too much to ask? do i desire the unthinkable?
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