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It's only forever, Not long at all

lost and yearning

No one can blame you for walking

But too much rejection, No love injection

Life can't be easy, it's not always swell

Don't tell me truth hurts little girl

Cause it hurts like hell



But down in the underground

You'll find someone true

But down in the underground

A land serene and a crystal moon



It's only forever, Not long at all

Lost and yearning, That's underground

That's undergroouunnndddd

I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

And my weakness is

That I care too much

And my scars remind me

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just want to be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channelled all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

Your making me your slave

All I can say is



I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

And my weakness is

That I care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel



I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hands

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last stand



I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

And my weakness is

That I care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just want to be alone

You shoulda never came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you're drowning in the waters

And I tried to grab your hands

I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself



I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I got to move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I got to move on with my own life





I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

And my weakness is

That I care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel



I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

And my weakness is

That I care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

Are you aware of what

You make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you

Like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock

my arms around you

Why'd you turn away

Heres what I have to say



I was left to cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

Thats when I decided...



Why should I care

Cause you weren't there

When I was scared

I was so alone

You need to listen

I'm startin to trip

I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone



Am I just some chick

You placed beside you

To take somebody's place

when you turn around

Can you recognize my face

You used to love me

You used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't ok



I was left to cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

Thats when I decided...



Why should I care

Cause you weren't there

When I was scared

I was so alone

You need to listen

I'm startin to trip

I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone



Crying out loud

I'm crying out

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide



chorus

I've told you this once

before you can control me

If you try to take me down

You're gonna break

I feel your hatred now

You are fully for me

I see you are the figure in the way



I stand alone

Inside I stand alone

Stand alone

You are always hiding behind

Your so called goddess

So what you don't think

That we can see your face

You resurrected back before the final fallen

Now never rest until I can make my own way

I'm not afraid of fading



I stand alone

You let your stings out inside me

I am not dying for it

I stand alone

Everything I believed in is fading

I stand alone

Inside i stand alone



Now its my time

Its my time to dream

Dream of thre skies

Make me believe that this place

Is enplagued by the poison in me

And help me decide if my fire will

Burn out this boy who can breathe

Breathe into me



I stand alone

Inside I stand alone

Feeling your sting down inside me

I'm not dying for it

I stand alone

Everything I believed in is fading

I stand alone

Inside I stand alone

Stand alone

In this hole, that is me, the dead are rolling over.

In this hole, thickening, dirt shoveled over shoulders.

I feelin to me, so overwhelmed, oh this pressured centre's rising!

My life overturned, unfair the despair, all these scars keep ripping open!



Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feelin happy now?



In this hole, that is me, our life has grown feeble.

In this hole, so limited, the sun is set and darkens.

Buried underneath, hands slip off the wheel

Internal pathway to contention!



Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?



(Are you) Happy?

(Are you) Happy?

Are you feeling Happy?



In this hole, that is me, left with our heart exhausted.

What’s my release, what sets me free, do you pull me up, just to push me down again?



Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?



Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?



Does it make you happy?

Are you feelin happy?

Are you fuckin happy now that I'm lost left with nothing?



Does it make you happy?

Are you feelin happy?

I watched you change

Into a fly

I looked away

You are on fire



And I watched you change

In you

Its like you never had wings

And now you feel so alive

I watched you change



I took you home

Set you on the glass

I pulled off your wings

Then I laughed



I watched you change

In you

Its like you never had wings

Now you feel so alive

I watched you change



Its like you never had wings



I look at the cross

Then I look away

Give you the god

Blow me away



I watched you change

In you

Like you never had wings

And you feel so alive

I watched you change

Make you feel alive



You feel alive

You feel alive

I watched you change

Its like you never had wings



Watched you change

Into

Watched you change

Into me

Theres such a sad love

Deep in you eyes it kind of paled you

Open and closed within your eyes

I'll place the sky within your eyes

Theres such a fool heart

Beating so fast it searches your dreams

For love that will last within your heart

I'll place the moon within your heart

As the pain sweeps through

Makes no sense for you

Every thrill is gone

Wasn't too much fun to fall

But I'll be there for you

As the world falls down

Falling

As the world is falling down

Falling in love

I'll take your moments of panic

I'll spend you Valentine's evenings

Though we're strangers to love

We're choosing the path between the stars

I'll live my love between the stars

As the pain sweeps through

Makes no sense to you

Every thrill is gone

Wasn't too much fun to fall

But i'll be there for you

As the world falls down

Falling

As the world falling down

Falling

As the world falls down

Falling falling falling

Falling in love

As the world falls down

Its falling

Its falling

Falling in love

As the world falls down

Makes no sense to fall

Makes no sense to fall

Falling

As the world falls down

Falling falling

Falling in love [x6]

Pick me up

been bleeding too long

Right here, right now

I'll stop it some how



I will make it go away

cannot be here no more

Seems this is the only way

I will soon be gone

these feelings will be gone

these feelings will be gone



Now I see the times they change

leaving doesn't seems so strange

I am hoping I can find

where to leave my hurt behind

All this shit I seem to take

all alone I seem to break

I have lived the best I can

Does this make me not a man?



Shut me off

I am ready,

Heart stops

I stand alone

Can't be on my own



I will make it go away

cannot be here no more

Seems this is the only way

I will soon be gone

these feelings will be gone

these feelings will be gone



Now I see the times they change

leaving doesn't seem so strange

I am hoping I can find

where to leave my hurt behind

All this shit I seem to take

all alone I seem to break

I have lived the best I can

Does this make me not a man?



Am I going to leave this place?

What is it I'm hanging from?

is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)

Is it always black in space?

Am I going to take it's place?

Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)

I guess god's up in this place?

what is it that I've become?

is there something more to come? (more to come)



Now I see the times they change

leaving doesn't seem so strange

I am hoping I can find

where to leave my hurt behind

All this shit I seem to take

all alone I seem to break

I have lived the best I can

Does this make me not a man? [x2]

I heard you doing ok

But I want you to know

I'm a dick

I'm addicted to you

I cant pretend I dont care when you don't think about me

Do you think I deserve this

I try to make you happy

But you left anyway



I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

But I want and I need it

I'm addicted to you

Now its over

Can't forget what you said

And I never want to do this again

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker



Since the day I met you

And after all we've been through

Still a dick

I'm addicted to you

I think you know that its true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you

Do you think I deserve this

I tried to make you happy

Gave all that I could



Just to keep you but you left anyways

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

But I want and I need it

I'm addicted to you

Now its over

Can't forget what you said

And I never want to do this again

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker



How long will I be waiting?

Until the end of time

I dont know why I'm still waiting

I cant make you mine



I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

But I want and I need it

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

But I want and I need it

I'm addicted to you

Now its over

Can't forget what you said

And I never want to do this again

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you

Heartbreaker