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8 entries this month
 

Love's New chance

11:46 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 710


There was a time that alone was what I wanted

I gave it up to try the whole family thing

And in the end alone is what I got

It was nothing special, damn I bought the rings

I gave the one thing that I despise a chance

I let love in and it brought only more pain

Yet again I am faced with it coming back

To do it again, to love another, I must be insane

I am fine by myself with no other

I can live my life out in this fashion

Yet love was a grand adventure for me

To allow in emotions never felt, taken away by passion

This world has never given me a good reason

To feel this way, to live with it everyday

But I foolishly try to find a way to deal with it

Perhaps it's my destiny to try to obtain it in anyway

So I may allow it one more try, one more chance

To see if I was wrong all along

Proven it will be, good or bad to come

For never was I weak and forever I am strong

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11:43 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 710


If thou could'st empty all thyself of self,

Like to a shell dishabited,

Then might He find thee on the ocean shelf,

And say, "This is not dead,"

And fill thee with Himself instead.



But thou art all replete with a very thou

And hast such shrewd activity,

That when He comes He says "This is enow

Unto itself- 'twere better let it be,

It is so small and full, there is no room for me."

-Sir Thomas Browne



I saw Eternity the other night,

Like a great ring of pure and endless light,

All calm, as it was bright,

And round beneath it, Time, in hours, days, years,

Driven by the spheres,

Like a vast shadows moved, in which the world

And all her train were hurled.

-Henry Vaughan



There is in God, some say,

A deep but dazzling darkness: as men here

Say it is late and dusky, because they

See not all clear.

O for that Night, where I in him

Might live in visible and dim!

-Henry Vaughan


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11:42 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 711


The earth will never be the same again.

Rock, water, tree, iron, share this grief

As distant stars participate in pain.

A candle snuffed, a falling star or leaf,

A dolphin death, O this particular loss

Is Heaven-mourned; for if no angel cried,

If this small one was tossed away away as dross,

The very galaxies then would have lied.

How shall we sing our love's song now

In this strange land where all are born to die?

Each tree and leaf and star show how

The universe is part of this one cry,

That every life is noted and is cherished,

And nothing loved is ever lost or perished.

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Ring Of Pure & Endless Light

11:40 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 712


A great ring of pure and endless light

Dazzles the darkness in my heart

And breaks apart the dusky clouds of night.

The end of all is hinted in the start.



When we are born we bear the seeds of blight;

Around us life and death are torn apart,

Yet a great ring of pure and endless light

Dazzles the darkness in my heart.



It lights the world to my delight.

Infinity is present in each part.

A loving smile contains all art.

The motes of starlight spark and dart.

a grain of sand holds power and night.

Infinity is present in each part,

And a great ring of pure and endless light

dazzles the darkness in my heart.


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???

11:38 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 713


How bad do you want to know me?

Will you do anything and everything I say?

Will you accept who and what I truly am?

Will you embrace the night and downcast the day?

How will you prove your love for me?

How can you show me that your words are true?

What do you plan to do to keep me smiling?

What will you say or do to make me want you?

Why am I the one you really want?

Why am I so special to be fought for?

Are these questions too hard for you to answer?

If not then answer me please, por favor.


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My Lonely Path

11:37 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 714


I walk a lonely road

Nowhere am I headed

Not even sure why I am here

Just so impulsive not readied

I allow no thoughts thru

No need for memories or ideas

What good do they do

Property of no one, not hers, not his

Freedom to do all that I please

Yet no rational thoughts do I bear

Have no reason to be here but to be alone

No emotions prevail except that I don't care

No master controls me, I am no slave

I pay more dues than I owe any how

Still I go on and never look back

Don't care who I impress in this show

O, a drama queen I have been called

Even when no words pass my lips

Start no fights or aurguments but all my fault

Don't ask for I have no answers or tips

My life is a living hell, so how can I help you

No magick to clear my being, who I have become

I am not of anyone's concern

No end to where I walk and roam

Nothing to stop myself from leaving

The fake life I used to live in

I cannot continue this masquerade

Ashamed by no anger, tears, or grins

An empty shell I have always been

But have always played my part well

No meaning do I truly seek

lived no heaven only the suffering of hell

Some may understand all of this

Never making absolute sense

But there is no ending

Only the beginning


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11:33 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 715


Every step you take seems to make a crack

Soon enough in due time you will fall in

Where you will land I will not know

I will only laugh and grin.





Love is a little thing shaped like a lizard

It runs up and down and tickles your gizzard.


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11:31 Mar 04 2006
Times Read: 715


How many days? How many nights?

You haunt my dreams with light.

To renew that was lost in my heart.

I feel it beat with a new start.

How can I bear it again.

As I remember my low pain.

To give it away is to believe.

That no matter what you'll never leave.



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