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01:16 Jun 15 2008
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Well I will be leaving on vacation Monday. Tomorrow I have to go to my grandfather's birthday celebration to just come home to pack. Then another early night I'm going to bed so I can get up early in the morning to pull out for our vacation. I should be away no longer than a week due to the animals. So I'll see everybody later on because I will most likely sleep a couple of days once I return back home.

Wish me luck because I don't want to ruin my son's vacation. Though this will bring back a lot of memories because this vacation we are taking this year is the same one my parents took me on every summer when I was a son.

I hope he has the best time in his life :D

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who ... me
18:30 Jun 14 2008
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I am contradictory in a way. I lurk in the shadows to both be hidden yet also to be seen. I am a mere enigma whereas I seem predictable. I seem easy-going & laid back when I am stressed & ready to rumble. I give others comfort & to others I give fear. A walking contradiction am I. I am lost yet found. I am loving yet full of wrathful despise. I am sweet with a poisoned tongue. I release souls yet I captured them myself. I want to be understood yet I want to remain a mystery.

There are those who read this not knowing what I mean, perhaps a bit perplexed. To those, thanks for being such for only those whom are like me can fully understand what I mean.

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deathnitegrl
18:43 Jun 14 2008

Lol I am contradictory by nature too :)

life sux
15:37 Jun 06 2008
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Well family issues are a tadbit better but I don't put anything pass my cousin Tiffany. My strength to go to her graduation is because I am not going to go see her graduate but rather my cousin Brandon (by marriage but as good as if blood).

Health ... guess if it wasn't bad health I'd already be dead. Oh well on my meds like I am suppose to be and hopefully I'll get a better doctor's visit than last or find out a new dilemna for me. Seems that I should really quit fixing myself because every time I do something else breaks down. Yay for me right!?! Then again perhaps I can actually have a problem that creates more higher metabolism instead of causing fatigue & such -sigh- another diagnosed ailment that cause fatigue and such should come close to burying me because then I won't be able to get up on my own. Being bed-ridden isn't an option for me ... I'd rather die.

Relationship ... screw it. I am so calling it quits because I can't be in a relationship with someone who only waits to see me on yahoo or don't even give a shit of concern. One way doesn't work for me anymore ... I divorced my one way and not in need of a new one. It's equal or gone so in my relationship status, I'm gone. So I claim my being single again back with dignity & pride. If this is how Dylan proves how he feels about me then he don't feel anything so why should I. As for Bree, I honestly don't know if it was her or not that I im'd on yahoo ... sorry but there were times I knew it was Dylan under her addy. So I guess she was merely a dream or a phantom to even claim. Sorry but Aleks taught me how to use my instincts better, to know what was real & what was fake. I should have heeded my instincts more but somewhere I always knew there was a reason. Dom wondered why I tortured myself with the fakeness of it all. I said it was my calling. Therefore my calling was to show who was truly fake & who wasn't. Dylan ... he's fake about so much, such a disappointment. I knew that when we got back together that I couldn't fall back into what we were to begin with ... I was right sadly. Good thing my wall went up because I hated be a joke. I know who I can trust and I am so grateful for them for standing by me even when what I was doing was not right for me. I heard everything that was meant to make me leave Dylan alone & to not go back to him but I didn't listen ... fully. When Dylan started downing my vr friends (not used loosely either) & then tried to make me feel as if I made up certain memories hurt but nothing that would break me. I am a hard one to break. I let in only those whom have proven to be worthy, only these know the true real me, only those understand me, & only those are still here after years of knowing me & what I am capable of. I am single from this day forth!!!

To queenie ... do not judge me wrongly for this because I even stood up for your boyfriend Radu with Dylan. Therefore that should show my character & if not then know that I also stood up for Daire as well. I stand up for those I call friend, always.

For those who do not know me & are wondering which Dylan on vr I am speaking about, his addy is UrielArnauld or UA for short. Now you too are caught up just a bit more.

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TheLivingDeadGirl
20:22 Jun 14 2008

Or if Dylan is even real could be Bree pretending to be him...has anyone really seen him? lol I don't think any of us have just the so called fake pictures he had lol

Anyways not getting into that and I'm glad you finally got over him I know I did a long time ago I just got tired of his stupid ass shit is all you know lol

Catalunah
03:28 Jun 15 2008

Sadly it never occurred to me that it could have been Bree online but it has to be Dylan on the phone & he says shit just like he does online.

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