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My weekly laugh10:57 Jan 25 2007
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vampslayer102
13:12:32
Jan 24 2007
you fat ass hore go run into a knife GOD YOUR FAT!!!!!!!!
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Please meet the unkindly whelp whom knows not of anything. he has no pic of himself which has led me to believe that he has no room to talk. How did I respond to such one may ask well I said:
"It is from eating too many whelps like you are, I must say that I sense that you will taste yummy."
lmfao
my worst comes to life ...
10:13 Jan 03 2007
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I cannot take it anymore, I mean I got ppl who are familiar with the person I am asking me whats wrong and whats odd, they are right. I am highly depressed with a good damn reason to be. ugh I might as well add my problems in entirety here since only a couple ppl fucking care enough to read whats happening in my god forsaken life. *sigh* Alright here goes ...
Last month around the 5th of Dec I went for my yearly girly check-up .. I knew I had cysts again but that wasn't all. I went back 2 days later for ultrasounds & my diagnosis was one I was unprepared for yet I knew this day would come... just not now. Well, I have 5 fibroids, 4 cysts, & endenetriosis once again and these are only the ones I know bout. I was told that day that I have to get a full hysterectomy done. omfg is all I could think upon hearing .. means I will never have kids again. My worst came true. I mean if I was told I had cancer, I'd be prepared already. But to take away that choice has been quite unbearable. I am blessed to have my son yet it does not stop the way I feel bout it all. I went a couple weeks ago to sign paperwork stating I was aware I was being sterilized for my insurance .. while there I was surrounded by soon-to-be mothers. when I finally got back to my truck, I went to bawling on my steering wheel. I didn't leave that spot for a whole 30 mins. Why now? is all I can seem to ask anymore. Geesh I only wanted one more & if I knew this then I woulda tried for one more sooner, but I didn't want another by my ex. Don't think that I say it in absolute disgust cause I love my son to death, I just don't like his father. Wel I guess that my son is my one real reason to live .. I can say that I am not like most women when they find out they can not have kids. If I was unable to have at least one child, I would of died literally. Sometimes I feel that way now but I have one to keep me here. Well I must stop before I am unable to stop crying ... I have to get my son up for school in 2 hrs... I can't let him see tears in my eyes and once I start I can't exactly stop.
For whomever despises me, I am glad to give you a feeling of enjoyment finally at my pains & suffering.
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