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Demented thoughts swirl around the inside of my mind, forcing me to think. Sitting in the dark, watching the nothingness silently wondering what is really behind the blackness.



I lay back and stare up at the ceiling, only to watch the shadows dance across the rough texture and unto the walls as if in a silent embrace of joy. I wonder what it would be like to be so transparent, to not have a worry in the world, and to just dance life away. What a life that would be.



My body craves to escape from this reality. I want to float within a dream for the rest of eternity. To watch silver steams flow by through the dark cloudy skies, as it rains drops of technicolored tears, unto my pale face. I want to dance among the creatures of the dark and howl with the decedents of the moon. To cast magical theories with the many witch tribes.



I want my nightmares to make my heart race with excitement, and my memories to jump around me. I want my Imagination to come to life, and walk with me across the world, through dimensions, and far beyound.



I want to hold hands with a demon on my left an angel on my right, and together tare down the gates of Hell, to take on its inhabitants. Then walk up the stair way to heaven and force the doors open, to see the wonders that lay on the other side.



This is what I think about, while staring into the nothingness, as I watch the shadow figures slowly fade away. I close my eyes tight, almost willing this to become reality, only to open my eyes to disappointment. I turn over, to see two beautiful sapphire blue eyes staring into mine, he smiles, two small fangs protruding from his pale lips, he winks and slowly disappears out the window, I fallow in hopes that this reality is no longer what it seems to be.



I know what I was in was a dream, that I had fallen asleep. But even though it was I dream, I never wanted to awaken from this bitter sweet bliss it brought me.

Watching you from across the room as you watch me, with horror clearly written across your features as a sly smile slowly forms my pale lips, to reveal a set of fangs. You look into the depths of my eyes, only to see nothingness staring back at you. I feel your judgment slithering across my flesh, leaving behind an unseen residue.



I know what is playing across your mind, I know what your thoughts hold about me. Truly I could care less, your false discriminates amuse me.



I will not change for anyone. I am my own self, and I will display it with pride. I dont care what others may think. You see me as a morbid monster, yet it is you who is the monster. It is you who has judged me, without proper cause, and it is you, not I , who will fall.



"I wont run when the sky turns to flame, and I sure wont budge when the earth dose shake, when the flood comes up I will dance in the rain, cause its all the same to me..."

Mood: Insane

Dreams become reality as I lay upon my bed in the dark confines of my room, watching as silver, blue streams swirl around me, as if dancing to the tune of music playing softly in the background.



Mischievous liquid gold eyes staring into mine from within the shadows, a slight smile tugs at the corners of my pale lips as I hold back the laugh bubbling in my throat.



Soft lullaby's are silently whispered into my ear, as I sway to the strings of insanity. The shadows from the light outside my window peaking in through the tops of my curtains, sit next to me gossiping about the darkness. The designs within my ceiling begin to spin, the off white color turns multi-colored rainbows, dripping technicolored rain drops onto my sheets. I giggle as I roll over to chat with the leprechaun that lives under my bed, and inviting the closet monster to a tea party.



The red neon numbers from my alarm clock read eleventy O'Clock, right on the dot. The darkness seems to twirl around me as I fall, landing on a bed full of feathers and roses. I hope this reality never fades away.



How splendid that would be, to stay here and play for the rest of eternity. Would you like to join me for a cup of hot coffee? You are welcome to come and stay.



So would you kiss the sun goodbye?

And give your life to never die?



Well, would you?

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Bellanova333
02:51 Mar 28 2011

very nice ;)

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