My Godson was born November 1st at around 6:30 am. Maddox Ian Trifero 9 lbs 3oz 20 & 1/2 inches long. He has his father's head and legs and mother's nose. Long baby and beautiful. I will be going to see them after I leave the library. I went to Marky's last football game (lost terribly) and hung with my oldest sister all day. I kissed a man Saturday night. I went to an amazing dinner party with Janie. There was all sorts of food, from shrimp, lobster meat, to beef stew and rice. It was awesome. And there was family visiting from north carolina. Franky and I were flirting. And we kissed in the basement before they went to the Masons' a bar. There was all sorts of liquor from grey goose to seagrams etc. Memphis ran a muck like a loose reme. I was smoking a blunt in the basement with others then they got ready to leave. He came to say good bye and we kissed adn tongue kissed a few times before he actually left. He blew me off Halloween night. But I cant blame em, he was wit hother family and it was his last night here before driving back to NC. I got dressed halloween night for myself took pics went to sleep waited for ambrie. She slept over. And we bombed and chatted. I told everyone but calvin who Uncle Ray will tell. I cant see him anymore I want my divorce before Joshua comes home from Afghanistan and he look smiserable all the time who would want to hang with someone who look sso miserable all the time. I dont. Husband or not, we are not together and he gives me the blues or upsets me all the time. I had nightmares last night. Birdsh** sis tried to kidnap Jayanna taking her from my arms through a door in the neighborhood he used for an address at court. It was horrible there was lots of knives and stabbing and blood. I need an 8th floor visit again to keep me form going to prison for murdering him. Knife in neck and watch him bleed out. UGH! Cant think like that. So I spent time with uncle ray and slept he probabky bitchy. Ambrie didnt come last nite and i saved the money crazy pam owed me to bomb with her before bed. Phone off until tomo. $12 for bag adn blunt til tomo. Check comes at like 2-4 pm. Then its run around. PAy bills. G2G see my 2nd Godchild.
CARMELLA
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