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15 entries this month

 

Wanting

01:19 Jan 15 2006
Times Read: 570


No trust in her fire eyes

thoughts rusting in the mire

broken time lingers

unwanted fury bends

her mind

as it fades into the meanwhile

i cannot stop being

me and she cannot

stop wanting



Ck



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Calender poems january

09:30 Jan 14 2006
Times Read: 573


Hollow afternoon set silent

apon us

time seemingly still

implanted a feeling of gloom

unto my soul

oh the January days

lack luster paintings

of

clouds and north wind

blowing in ghost of death

wrapped in cloaks of darkness only broken by the pain in my head

and the tormenting of my soul

wraith of trust and splinter

of love all tangled

like her steel grimace

only does tomorow

glow like her

florescent hair

making pictures fade into winter

another day of nothing

and change me not

it stills and January

becomes a bitter pill

no sanctuary only chill



RvBelanger 2004



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After Airplanes

08:18 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 577


after airplanes mutated into insects

all the kings men fly away

leaving the kingdom unguarded from itself

watching the towers burn

i found my reason why

searching the midnight sun

for other things to fly

after the people all had gone

i picked up my axe

and chopped down the tree of leaves

that landed on my back

Ck o3


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Afternoon

08:14 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 578


afternoon brings new life

and death

new feelings are spoken

and others put to rest

morning flowers wilt in the sun

and ants make a line to the bug

who fell on her back and

died

before she new the reasons why

the ants hold a feast for the queen

and bee'z fly by and sting

a cat who sits and licks

the wounds from that afternoon

Ck


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All my Dreams

08:08 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 579


All my dreams in my mind

Pass by time it seems

A void of silent screams

Under a moon unseen

All my loves in a row

under a light yellow glow

My face is touching my laughter

im a child forever after



Under a full moon glow

i light candles for my love

in lines of things to come

I see us in are eyes

chasing rainbows in our skys



A love that feels right

casting shadows in our lives

under a moon to bright

rvbelanger



© 2002





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Dawn

07:57 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 581


Dawn

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He incessantly babbled thank you

that elder in the clocks

with his face all twisted like time

in the tocs

for him counting score

was far to complex

he prefers to keep time

in the clocks where he slept

accept for full moon nights

apon these he would

creep into the dark dreams

of your unrestful sleep

the baneful things he would do

knowone really knows

many speak of painful

stories to be told

but those are so far away

from the sunrise at midnight

that unholy flight

into the streets of green lawns

where it very seldom

dawns on us



Ck o5



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Long Walk Home

07:38 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 582


Long Walk Home



the thoughts fade of you.

the time slips right through.

the years turn to decads.

the sun looks the same.

the sky looks the same blue'

the birds sing the same tune

i wunder why.

the cars change.

yet the paper is scattered on the road.

the colors still flash by.

i walk straight by

on the long walk home





Roger Victor Belanger .jr



Copyright ©2006 Roger Victor Belanger


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Morning Tears

07:37 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 583


Morning Tears



Dreams of sunshine

turn to nightmares of rain

things that made me smile

find me tired now

i never saw your face

only words

letters in a race of time

passing never to find

us together

dreams of nitemares

turn to morning tears





Roger V Belanger



Copyright ©2006 roger victor belanger


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Failed To Write

07:35 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 584


Failed To Write

sitting before

empty sheets

of white

urls and numbers

wanting places

unkown faces

and dreams of chases

and i lived through it all

learning new songs

of singers long sence sung

like my poems unbegun

the pictures of my mind

placing them into words

exact kings english

leaves my pages white

like poems i failed to write





Roger V Belanger



Copyright ©2006 roger victor belanger


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Haze

07:34 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 585


Haze

everything turns strange and real

cascading into thoughts of brains

eletronic maze

burnt to a glaze

eyes look forward

catatonic gaze

unrelenting fire

burning witches mire

fog breaks

to a day

light insight

haze



Roger V Belanger



Copyright ©2006 roger victor belanger


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a modern death awaits

07:33 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 586


a modern death awaits

with pills and needles

and money hands out reaching

reminds me of my teaching

down from my fathers

and how do i use it now

a modern death envelopes me

in tubes and noises that beep

with lights bright on

in my face

before i go to rest

i must die a modern death







Roger V Belanger jr



Copyright ©2006 Roger Belanger


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June

07:09 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 588


As my time decends

into days passing

like shadows stray

in darkness

only broken by the niteflowers

in bloom

I

look into june

my candles sway in subtle currents

from unkown places

that lace my mind

numb to the mass

confusion of life

in the consumer illusion

I gaze

gently like a summer breeze

into her heart

with glazed eyes

in trance

i chant to the niteflowers

and listen to them

sing

on a dark nite in june





in progress Ck o6


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The Cost

08:35 Jan 05 2006
Times Read: 604


Rattles

Death noise

a winter wind

in waxing

cold fire smoulder

to cinders in December



I miss you most

now and then

frozen heart

and warm ghost

inside your

chrome soul

case

where

winter holds

the cost

o6 draft Ck



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The Distance

06:32 Jan 04 2006
Times Read: 616


The Distance



time we havent spent

is lost so easy into this

space

The

distance is as fast taken away

as it is realized in mathmatics

and twisted by others into us

not being

closer

pain hangs like our feelings

rusting on the chains

that bind you and me

in mind and dreams



Could i be king and you queen

and time our knight

and space our garden

or would we die into this place

The Distance





Ck 06 draft









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Vanish

09:24 Jan 03 2006
Times Read: 618


Cant she see the darkness

swirl about

like a muddy river

changing

colors coarse

flow decline

only to rise

into center mind

and vanish



Her black heart

drips red blood

A dark wind

howls like

her cries

vanish

faint

Sighs

in the distance

candles flicker

shadows dance

echoes mute the silence

her

eyes closed

and

vanished



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