I cannot believe this Motherfucker Just tried to take a chunk out of my arm. and then get mad at me when I tell him to get the fuck out of my home?! Motherfucker YOU BIT ME! You call me a bitch for Leading you on when I was trying to do the exact opposite, Not my fucking fault you can't remember me saying NO to you when your High as fuck and drunk all the time. I don't want shit to do with you. but you can't leave me alone, showing up at all hours of the day and Night. Forget you, I'm tired of trying to be your friend and I'm tired of your druggie ass trying to force me to be more for you than I want to be, an I am REALLY tired of you assuming you know what I am thinking or feeling. I don't fucking Love you, I don't want you, and the Next time you come over here I will slam the door shut on your face.
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Lol have fun with this one!
Gods I hate feeling so shattered for no reason at all. so cold and alone, Like I'm dying inside. But it feels Like it will never end. some one help me.
I got a new Hair cut. xD
feels weird not having to brush my hair thrice daily.
:/
This is Pretty much what my friend thinks of me.
Your like the duchess of Liverpool there's nothing really there and you barely qualify as royalty but I show up offering the crown to England and you just say "no I'm good here" even though I'm offering the the country, You're the reason William the conqueror be-bopped from France and whooped the shit out of England, Because I was too busy trying to figure out how to get you to become my Queen instead of paying attention to the arrow flying into my eye.
And you WOULD get along great with William, who else would get along great with him but Elizabeth fucking Bathory. You would drain me dry of Blood since Hey what the hell You've drained the goodness in me, my soul, so why not drain me of blood too.
My response:
.....Yeah that sounds about right. all hail the Elizabeth Bathory of England.
(glad to see some one recognizes that me being a calamity is more than just a name)
I'm just Kinda spewing right now. although I don't know what to say. I've had a couple of thoughts running in my head. One of my friends says I'm emotionally stunted and I wondered if that were true. I mean Yeah I don't display a lot of the emotions Most people feel and I'm pretty Blunt, but I kinda think it's better to be straight up rather than sugar coat it. if you aren't blunt then the message doesn't hit home it seems. I also tend to sound cruel. I don't try to be I promise. I'm just guarded.
I also have this deep set problem with reality. Bottom line is, I don't like it. I'm just slightly off the trail there. I apparently should be medicated cause I can't go through the day without talking to imaginary people. Am I screwy because of it? Yeah probably. Am I threat to anyone? No more than any other person.
I have some Violent tendencies, Yes I'll admit it. Not because I'm an ass But because my first line of defense is hit now ask questions Later (if you knew the details of how I grew up it would make a lot of sense). again, I'm no bigger threat than any other person. I try to control my reactions.
I make prejudiced Jokes. I'm not Prejudiced though, one of my brothers is Half Arabic, one is black, My sister is a Lesbian one of my Best friends is Jewish and My daughter is Hispanic. Really I don't Judge. I make fun of everyone including myself.
I'm religious, but eclectic. I don't follow any one religion and instead Believe in the values and morals of many. I try to learn about the ones I do follow though, so as to not look like an ass.
I can be a bitch, everyone has a Bad day. I'm one of the more verbal ones.
Yes I swear Like a sailor, I was raised by one.
I love easily, but guard myself harshly. I won't open to some one whom I don't think will love me back.
that's all I have to say for now.
Throughout life we are faced with difficult choices and the consequences of making them. But we do have to make them or some one else will. I've made my choice. I will stand by it no matter how much it hurts me to do it. I can accept that I was never the best option though I die inside that I couldn't be.
COMMENTS
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TheArtistRose
22:01 Sep 30 2011
Attacked by zombies. o_o
Calamity
22:03 Sep 30 2011
my god damned arm is bruised where he Bit me. He thought I would Like it because of My alternative Lifestyle when it comes to sex. I want to Motherfucking KILL him!
TheArtistRose
23:14 Sep 30 2011
Oh damn, well if it's unwanted then he shouldn't have done it. However bites don't seem too bad if wanted. lol