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having Broken Heart Pains for some reason. I wonder why.

Going to pretend I didn't wake the fuck up to this Hell of a day and I've only been awake for 3 hours. I feel like I've been Lied to. I'm tired of trusting People and right now If I so much as feel A hint of sarcasm in anything said to me I will go ape shit on them. so instead I'm going to go Hide under My covers Give everyone a warning. and Hope No one is Stupid enough to piss me off more Because at the fucking moment I don't care who you are I will say the Nastiest fucking thing I can think of to you. so go away

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Lullaby
23:58 Jul 24 2011

At this very moment, I'm mirroring your thoughts exactly.

I wish everyone would back the fuck off.



Ugh.

Sleep on!

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Really don't want to be alone right now.

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Fizbop
18:00 Jul 23 2011

no one does.

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Nature's way of ensuring I don't have Night terrors.

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Fizbop
16:49 Jul 22 2011

mmmmm coffee.

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In the end you can't really seek comfort from another person. When you need it and desperately try to find it, it's never there and People can't be bothered. When you want nothing but to be left alone, People whom couldn't be bothered suddenly feel they Must force themselves into the situation. basically your only comfort is yourself. we live in a cold world that only gets colder. Harden your Heart and steal your resolve for it is those traits that will ensure your survival in this desolate existence.







Listening to - Schism by Tool

Mood- Crappy

I feel like a stalker

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Fizbop
02:55 Jul 20 2011

why ? that makes no sense you don't seem like a stalker at all.

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Calamity
03:33 Jul 20 2011

a good stalker doesn't get caught

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Fizbop
16:50 Jul 22 2011

uh huh. You couldn't stalk me even if you wanted to :P

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No Job, no money to do laundry to look for a Job, No money to get anywhere to look for a Job, Rent is due on the 5th, and phone will be Shut off the 28th. SO cluster fucked.

What do you do if you see your ex running around in your front yard covered in blood and screaming for help? Stay calm . Reload . And try again.

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Error
22:07 Jul 17 2011

Bahahaha nice!

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Last few days Have been shit. My moods won't swing into anything remotely good. I feel like I'm being a Nuisance and a waste of air. it's driving me nuts that I've been depressed as all fuck. I won't even sleep in my own bed. and i can't really keep a coherent thought either....fuck.