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You held out your hand and whispered ” come with me ”

I took a step



I was sitting there in a dark and you came with a light, you held out your hand and whispered

“come with me “

I shaked my head, I was to afraid. But you smiled at me and I stood up and took a step towards you but you turned away, I took to steps towards you and you started to walk.. I scream and shoulded to wait for me but you didn’t…

You walked away with a smiled to another guy and left me behind in the darkness again.

Even though you almost did set me free from my curse

Turn away from the light.

Turn your away from the path filled with friends

Turn away and walk into the darkness,

Turn to the darkness and let it fill your heart once again.

Let it erase all that is good. Let it remove those feelings that made you weak

Now lay down and sleep.

Lay down on that bed and let the darkness surround you, let fill your body.

Now return to the one that you once where, now become the darkness, erase all those feelings and turn on to the path that is filled with hate and sorrow…

Sometimes we fight for something. It does not to be for a thing. It can be for the right to live or the right to love someone else.

But whatever it is that we fight for, keep fighting, don’t do what I did. Don’t stop fighting for what you want. Don’t just lie down and give up the most important thing,

When the most important person is about to leave you keep on fighting for her, don’t give her up. It will be your biggest mistake ever.

Long i stood there in the darkness hoping, dreaming and waiting,

I stood there waiting for a light, and as you appeared a light come but then you left me in the darkest corner, I took a step forward and you turned away I took two steps and you started to walk away and left me there again in that lonely dark corner. I screamed and bagged you to wait, to come back to me but you shaked your head and whispered

“ its not you. Its not the time “

Then you left. I think I sew a smile then a tear, you didn’t look back. You didn’t turn your head to see me stand there with a knife in my heart. Bleeding I screamed out into the darkness

I tried to reach you. I tried to hold on.

I was born in the darkness I was born as a kin of darkness. Those of us that searching for the light will only end up burned. But still alive. And the kin’s of light search for those of darkness to show us the light but all they do is to burn us.

I was laying there on the frozen grass and looked up at the stars. Wondering if someone else where doing the same thing as I did, I closed my eyes and thought about a dream that I had, it was a dream where I happy and when I smiled without that mask that I always have. I opened my eyes and its started to snow. Hundreds of tiny Snowflake fell down from the dark clouds under the stars. The slowly fall towards me and lands on my cold skin, sooner or later they will melt, they will melt and become a part of me. The will all melt and cover my body and it will give me my final rest.

I looked in to the mirror and into my own eyes, they say that the eyes are the mirror of the soul. Then why don’t I see my soul in my eyes. They only thing I sew is the darkness that lives inside me

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xSatansAngelx
01:01 Nov 26 2010

i have seen the same thing nothing but darkness

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I lay on the chessboard looking up at the stars. The king had mad his move and sacrifice his most important piece. He had sacrificed me the queen and hoped for checkmate but ended up with a bigger loose then he thought. Now I’m out of game, laying on the board beaten of a rook, the stars seems so close when you laying down in the dark and looks up at them. Its like you can feel them. Its getting colder and darker outside. I wish I could have done more for the king in his fight, but I am only another piece to move.

Hatred in your eyes

Hatred in your heart

Hatred consumes everything you are

Why do you hate me?

What have I done?

I’m sure I didn’t mean to cause you harm.

I beg for your forgiveness

Yet I’m not sure that I’m worthy of it.

If I hurt you I deserve this burden of regret

I should burn in hell

Live or die with pain.

I cant help but notice

Your life has become pitiless

With all the hate you carry buried deep in

All for me

I’m sorry

that’s all I can say and truly mean

Yet the Hatred in your eyes and the

Hatred in your heart

will consumes everything you are.

It has begun .

i sew an angel today. i sew him flew up from hell and try to reach heaven. i sew when he fall. i sew him hit the ground and die. that angel was me. i tryid to flee from hell and reach heaven to seek peace but i fell to the ground and died without peace in my heart

A chill move down my spine, freezing my body

I can’t take my eyes of the sight of your cold body as you lay on the cold ground.

It starts to rain as if heaven was sad for your death, I wish I could had done something more for you than what I did. But now you’re gone and my fear has become truth, the fear of loosing you. Again and again I see the sight before my eyes of you dying in the cold snow. And me standing there not being able to move.

Then I wake up it was all a dream, I turn my head and smile as I see you laying beside me in bed, it was all a dream, but inside I still fear it.