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I really believed that I could change.

Change in to a better person

A person that could love

a person that could feel happiness

To someone that could bring happiness to someone else

But I couldn’t

Not even when people believed in me

I shed a tear today.

Not for the person who died

Not for the sorrow that I feel

But for the hate

The hate against myself

The hate for not being able to change

For that I hate myself

Even if my heart still beat im dead

Why do other fight for me when I cant fight for myself

why do other believe in me when I cant believe in myself



someone once said that if you fight hard enough you could do anything

but no matter how much I fought I couldn’t change



all I wished for was to dream again,

to feel hope

hope for a life in light

in happiness and love

but I lost that dream

I lost that hope

I cant see any light

I don’t know what love is

all I see is darkness

all I feel is the hate against myself



I thought that I could handle anything

but I see now that I couldn’t

now that I see her happy I get sad

I get sad coz im not the one that make her happy





All we see or seem to see is but a dream within a dream Allan Edgar Poe said that once

Then all we do is just a dream.

But for some of us it’s a nightmare

I wish I could dream a happy dream a happy dream

And not in this nightmare

But it seems that all I can do is to live in this nightmare

But then again how can you wake up from that dream or that nightmare

Do we want to wake up?

Or do we want to stay in those dreams



If a person hurt you and said that she/he wanted to undo that

And then don’t

Wouldn’t that hurt you more

If you sew that person just walks away



If you knew that a person wanted to help you

But you were not able to accept that help

Wouldn’t that person get said and angry at you for not letting her/he help you?

By time we see that a dream is not always a dream.

We can live in that dream.

A dream can be the light for a person, to make him keep on fighting for himself or others.

With our dreams we can build a kingdom, a new world of dreams and hopes.

Some of us dream of a better world.

I don’t know what your dream is but fight for your own dream and keep it your own in till the time that you feel that you can share that dream with others.



Edgar Allan Poe once said that “All we is or seem to see is but a dream within a dream” but it is up to you to believe if its true what he said that time. Is everything a dream within a dream? Im not sure about that, but sometimes everything seem to be a dream, and that might be what he mean, that if we see the world like a dream or the time we spend with another person and we still dream of something else that might be what he mean, that what we see, feel or hear is a dream and we still dream of something else. Wouldn’t that be what we see or seem to see is a dream within a dream.