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Now its proved that i am unloved,



My gf broke up with me after 26 days..



Lets look at the fact and see that I am unloved



she never had time to talk with me

when she had she got mad at me for small things

she lived with her ex bf ( I really don’t care where she lived ) and he was always asking when she would brake up with me

she told me that she wanted to fight for us,

and a lot of other shit that I wont tell you



lets look at this and what do we see.



I can see a lie, and there is another thought



They say that you can live in a dream and a lie



For many love is the biggest dream but also the biggest lie



When some one says “ I love you ” you feel important, you think that you mean something. You live in a dream and wish you wont wake up from it.



and when your gf/bf broke up with you., that’s when you wake up form that dream and wish that you could go to sleep and fall back to that dream.



But no matter how much you try you wont go back to sleep. You start walking around in reality. That’s when you remember that dream, you remember that it was just a dream and nothing else.



Now lets get back to me for a moment before I continue



She told me that she wanted to fight for us this time, but after 26 day she tells me that she cant fight,



Lets thing about that for a moment and see what it tells us



It tell us that if she really loved me she would have fought for us.



now lets continue where we stopped



you can see it in many ways, to put it simple



take the movie matrix.



The matrix is a world, its a world that you dream in. a world that isn’t real.



The same is love. Love is not true, it a world that is created just as the matrix. Instead of taking that red pill so you wake up from the matrix, your gf/bf brakes up with you..



See it’s the same thing. The red pill is when your gf/bf brakes up with you.



And that red pill makes you wake up right, same is when your gf/bf brakes up with you. You start to live in the real world again.



Okay. Next subject,



Lies and dreams



Like I said above, you dream about love but love is just a lie. In the end it what kills more ppl then drugs.



I lived in that dream and always liked that lie like the rest of you..



But I always knew that it wasn’t for real, that it only was a dream and a lie.



The words “ I love you “ is the biggest lie that exist.



You dream to hear those words. You wish that someone could say them to you before you go to sleep and when you wake up, but look at the fact. One that those words don’t have a meaning anymore. You look around and see a lot of ppl that are happy. You envy them and pity them at the same time.



You envy them coz they have something that you don’t. they have that dream and that lie



And you pity them for that. You wish that they could wake up and see what you see,



I know that many don’t agree with me but see I don’t care.

Now its proved that i am unloved,



My gf broke up with me after 26 days..



Lets look at the fact and see that I am unloved



she never had time to talk with me

when she had she got mad at me for small things

she lived with her ex bf ( I really don’t care where she lived ) and he was always asking when she would brake up with me

she told me that she wanted to fight for us,

and a lot of other shit that I wont tell you



lets look at this and what do we see.



I can see a lie, and there is another thought



They say that you can live in a dream and a lie



For many love is the biggest dream but also the biggest lie



When some one says “ I love you ” you feel important, you think that you mean something. You live in a dream and wish you wont wake up from it.



and when your gf/bf broke up with you., that’s when you wake up form that dream and wish that you could go to sleep and fall back to that dream.



But no matter how much you try you wont go back to sleep. You start walking around in reality. That’s when you remember that dream, you remember that it was just a dream and nothing else.



Now lets get back to me for a moment before I continue



She told me that she wanted to fight for us this time, but after 26 day she tells me that she cant fight,



Lets thing about that for a moment and see what it tells us



It tell us that if she really loved me she would have fought for us.



now lets continue where we stopped



you can see it in many ways, to put it simple



take the movie matrix.



The matrix is a world, its a world that you dream in. a world that isn’t real.



The same is love. Love is not true, it a world that is created just as the matrix. Instead of taking that red pill so you wake up from the matrix, your gf/bf brakes up with you..



See it’s the same thing. The red pill is when your gf/bf brakes up with you.



And that red pill makes you wake up right, same is when your gf/bf brakes up with you. You start to live in the real world again.



Okay. Next subject,



Lies and dreams



Like I said above, you dream about love but love is just a lie. In the end it what kills more ppl then drugs.



I lived in that dream and always liked that lie like the rest of you..



But I always knew that it wasn’t for real, that it only was a dream and a lie.



The words “ I love you “ is the biggest lie that exist.



You dream to hear those words. You wish that someone could say them to you before you go to sleep and when you wake up, but look at the fact. One that those words don’t have a meaning anymore. You look around and see a lot of ppl that are happy. You envy them and pity them at the same time.



You envy them coz they have something that you don’t. they have that dream and that lie



And you pity them for that. You wish that they could wake up and see what you see,



I know that many don’t agree with me but see I don’t care.

what should you do when the one you love say that she doesnt trust you. what can you do to make her bilive that she can trust you

what word do you need to say. all that i can say to her is that i love her and wouldnt fo anything that would hurt her

what more can you say,

why cant she trust me. she trusted me before then why doesnt she trust me now,

what should i do when the nighmeres hunting me, hunting me with does word.

" how can i trust you, its a great distant betwin us, how can i trust you even if you say that you would never do that. who can i belive you when i cant see if you do anything with someone else. you may lie to me. "

i would never lie to her, everone that know me cant understand why she cant trust me,

so what should i do, what can i do to make her trust me,