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I shall come back and view these thoughts and try to put some reasoning on this twisted soul, yet tiredness from the week as drain what life I have today. I think I shall rest today and try to find joy tomorrow whether in thoughts of things that had been pictures still fading in my mind. Or maybe I shall drive tell I see the sunset where ever it may be.


Today has been filled with sadness for it was my moms birthday. A year has passed since she joined the angels. I wanted to call her yet my mind snapped to the realism I cannot. A feeling of sorrow soon filled my heart. Thanks to friends for trying to perk me up. Yet the lonely work hours my mind fly’s back to my parents who are no longer here. Guilt of leaving when young to avoid the drinking and troubles. Yet deprived of the life that might have been. I do miss you both and cherish the time we did have. Rest and know I send my love to you both.