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For a fact I know I'm a halfie. I k ow my mom is satanic secretly, and my real dad who I just remeat says he's a prophet of the Christian god. -_- any way, I'm friends with a bunch of Demi's, I know some weres, and some other halfies. I know a couple of vamps but not that many. I have always been able to talk to demons and angels with out really wanting to. I don't know why. But one angel and one demon have to be with me at all times. It's really annoying and confusing, but up until this past December I ignored it all because I really didn't want to be part if it. One day my visions were coming at me one after the other in school for 3 class periods and my friends freaked out. That's when I finally trusted one enough to tell him. He confessed and told me what he was. I said I had my suspisions and asked about the others, he said yes to the ones I mentioned. After that I started meeting many others, now I'm involved in all this stuff and I'm on overload. I get everything but one, am I really a vamp. Everyone says I am, everyone says I'm an important one and it's driving me crazy. Im just about ready to rip my fiends head of because he keeps telling me if I don't feed soon I'll get sick.

It's because of this that I refuse to tell anyone how sick I've been feeling for the last couple of months, my best friend can tell, he doesn't pressur me, just try's to convince me to. But I don't even know how I would suppose to be drinking blood, or how to not kill the person or anything! I am literally ready to hang myself to have an end to it. And I would had it not been for the fact that I'm homicidle rather than suicidal... If anyone could help me? Please? I'm so confused. I don't really want to just trust them and drink from a person. If that's even how vamps drink... I've hear of sang vamps who do drink blood, and another type who feed off energy...