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There Are Quite A Few Reasons Why I Like This Song But It Reminds Me Of 2 Men In My Life Who Make Me Go Completly APESHIT Sometimes..... So Here We Go!

I'm Watching Shear Genuis On Bravo........And Their First Short Cut Challange Is Cutting Hair BLINDFOLDED



To Quote Khay........WHODAFUCKINTHINK???



Now If I Was One Of These Models And Finding This Out I Would Be Like OH FUCK NO!!!



The Last Time I Had My Hair Cut Was Back In April Before My Sisters Wedding........And The Lady Did A Wonderful Job And She Did My Color Too...... I Liked It ALOT



Since Watching This Marathon Tonight I Went And Became Girly.......I Flat Ironed My Hair....

So Yea My Laptop Is Fucked Up Loosing Keys And Now One Of My Keys I Can't Even Fix Without A Trip To The Geek Squad...........





And I'm Fed Up With Being A Fucking Cinderella......



I'm Really Thinking About Just Going Balls To The Wall And Selling A Boat Load Of Shit To Get The Fuck Out Of This House.......



Im Just So Sick Of This Crap Here And The Way I Feel And How My Parents Look At Me..........

So My Birthday Is In 2 Months.......And I Was Worried That I Was Going To Have To Spend It At Home



But Now Not At All!!!



My Parents Are Going To Tampa With My Daughter Cause I Either Have To Stay Here With Her And Take Off Of Work Or Stay Here Work And Take Care Of The Animals....



And PARTY MY ASS OFF!!!!!!



WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO



I Really Need This.........Cause Im Going To Go Crazy....UGH!

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Kontradiction
06:35 Jun 20 2008

whooooo hoooo...time to call over sailor boy!!!!

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He was texting me ALL DAY YESTERDAY



Im Giddy

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queenmorbid
20:21 Jun 16 2008

Whoohoooooooo

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Worth Of Just Smoking Cigs And Talking With Someone......



And No It Wasn't The Coast Guard Boy......He Has Taken To Someone Else That Is Closer To Him........Which Is Fine With Me.....



The Said Person I'm Talking About Drove Out Of His Way Last Night To Come See Moi!



It Was Exciting And Rejuvanting At The Same Time.......



Just Talking With A Person Makes Me Feel Awakend......And Just Wow..



*Sigh*

I swear my mother is itching for me to leave..



Her words tonight



1. No Porn In My House

2. No Weird Stuff.....



Now the Porn I Can Deal With Cause Thats Why I Have My Own Phone With Internet Access....



And Besides Im On My OWN Computer My Computer That I BOUGHT WITH MY OWN MONEY!!!!



And If She Didnt Want Porn In Her House Why The Fuck Does She Have A MONTHLY Subscription To The PLAYBOY CHANNEL!!



And As Far As The Weird Stuff...My Daily Routine Online Consists Of 5 Websits



1.VR

2.Collarme.com

3.Myspace

4 My Bank

5.Yahoo



So What The Hell Makes Me So Evil?!?

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Silverbow
05:00 Jun 14 2008

Cause its not her?

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As you can see from the previous entries....... Things here have been crazy...There is stuff going on in my head right now that shouldn't



I feel like my own parents are trying to take my daughter away from me......Like they want me to fail.......



What is so wrong with wanting to be alone for one night a fucking week?



I Just feel like that im being pushed away from my own family?



I love them alot.....but with things keeping going the way they are Im just afraid



Like today....I worked a 13 and a half hour shift yesterday and I wanted to come home and eat and go to bed.......I came home to NOTHING IN THE Fridge To Eat! I woke up this morning to go to work again....With Still NOTHING TO EAT IN THE Fridge........I called my mother and asked what was for dinner and where were the left overs? She says in a I dont give a fuck about you tone..."Oh We Ate It All" I Was Upset......I Cried All The Way To Work Today And Cried In Front Of My Co-Workers........And I Had To Fucking MAKE DINNER AND CLEAN THE HOUSE.........I Feel Like Cinderella....My Own Parents Won't Pay To Have The House Sprayed For Roaches.....Yes There Are Roaches In This House......All I Want To Do Is Cry



Today Has Just Been Hell.....I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore........I Don't Want Them To Disown Me......I Just Wish They Would Give Me Some ME Time.



I Knew That When I Came Home That They Would Help Me Watch Lil Bionic Woman....But It Feels Like They Are Trying To Take Her Away From The Only Mom That Shes Known....



I Can't Take This Anymore My Stress Level Is Getting To Catastrophic Levels....

Something Happened Thursday Night And It Wasn't Pretty......My Mother And I Got Into It Yet Again And She Threw A Full 2 Liter Bottle Of Soda At My Head



WHILE MY DAUGHTER WAS IN THE LIVING ROOM!



Needless To Say I'm Upset And Pissed As All Hell......



Still..

My Stock Dividened Check Comes Out Today At Work!! WOOOHOO