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this life is hard enough in its self without ur heart making it harder....u know what u are suppose to do but it dose not make u happy...u dont want to hurt anyone but do u stay miserable to make others happy?...u know what makes ur heart...soul....body and mind happy and at peace but it dose not make anyone else.....u will stand on ur own...u know that if u stay u die...u will waste ur life...u will hurt all the time or fade into something u do not want to be....u wish in away it could be different to a point..but not either because u finally found what u have been looking for all ur life...are u to just let it go?...to walk away?...because u will stand alone?...do u let fear win?...a dear person told me sometime back that all W/we have to fear is fear its self...in my heart i feel this is more then true....but am i strong enough?...just to pick up and leave everything i have ever known?.....it feels as if everything has been handed to me....that fate ....God...or whatever u want to say has said here...its ur turn....be happy...have what u have always wanted....but is it really real?....or is nothing more then a tease to get my hopes up?...W/we shall see..