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I have met someone,I can not belive how much he gets me....he understands things about me that sometime I do not even understand..lol.He is warm...smart,funny,careing and unreal.when he laughs it brings a smile to my face...when he is half asleep and is talking to me the sound makes me feel something down deep inside that I do not understand...the only thing I know is I like the way it makes me feel..when he tells me how he feels about me it makes my heart feellike it is comeing out of my chest....here it is I and I think something has happend that only happens maybe once in a persons lifetime...only if u are really lucky....I think I have found my soul mate...

well i wish I knew what some people want from me....I can not seem to get anything right today..I just want to go hide somewhere...I keep trying to be open to people but it is hard..because all they seem to want to do is hurt. So what am I to do...all I got to say is what the hell ever...

taday has been shity..I am so tired of people just being mean when they want a laugh..it is bullshit..maybe one day I will just become a cold hearted bitch...oh waite If I was going to be one I would have all ready done it...so I guess i am fucked...

Today has been ok I guess.....had a distant family member die....and went and did shite I did not want to do......

wow....I can not belive myself...my worry has now hurt someone I care for...I have not talk to them in a few days and now I know why...I was scared something happend to him..and got mad..now I know and feel like shit because I think I hurt him.....WOW

Today has just been crazy...people hurting people all over the place...I am so tiered of the mess...I want to care for people...and have them care for me,but what is the point when all that most people want to do is hurt!!!It is not right ...it not what we are ment to do to our fellow man....I wish I could close my heart off...but that is just not who I am....I can not change my self,, I wont any more..You know I am going to say this now...If u just want to hurt someone and u pick me out ....just go on...just leave me alone..

Today has been just one of those days...I can not seem to get anything right...but I did find this site so not all is lost...trying to make friends...trying to follow the rules , and not step on anyones toes..