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I feel lost inside on this harsh blanket of open thoughts. I have been denied what I want and need. I have be surpast by a angel with the power to stomp me out with three words:

I hate you.



Those word, spoken from someone with such a heart, such soul, such a mind that nothing and noone compares. I do not doubt them, I do not question the time and the place, or the hatred. I am a rat bastard. I am a mindless zombie out to get my owm sodding way. I am a mixed up bixseual biggot.



Once I tell a love, I love her, she leaves her scars on my aching heart. You bare not witness such as my heart to my unholy demise. I can no longer reach out, I have bitten you far to many times for you to comfort me.



Understand what you mean, what she means what Taylor means. You 3 hold a key. You 3 hold my life. The are 3 locks, I need every one. But without you now, and without Taylor, what good am I to the one person who needs me?



and what good am I to the boy I sleep with? Why does be stay when he knows I'm as easily misplaced as the dust on your mantle. I'm as easily replaced at the oxygen in you're lungs. Let ebb let flow. In with the new out with the old, but you don't know that sequence. You don't follow anyones rules. You just stay. She does the same thing with HIM, and Blue, you stay with me too. But Taylor, and Franki, you bith have shuddered away from my grasp....what have I done?

Erica my love =))

I just wanted to through out there something.

Blue, I love you. I'm terribly sorry I couldnt talk today. I had alot of stuff with work to do and all. It sucks that I had no time what so ever to get online till now,and your bitch sister desided to tell me off and now we aren't speaking...I hope you had a fabulous day. I hope your doing alright. I miss you dearly and I can't wait to talk to you!!



And Frankie.... You are a fuking bitch.

Say, think, bitch about what you want, but you know when it comes down to it, your going to forgive me. So get over it. I'm done with youre bullshit, You KNOW that when it comes down to it you love me. :] Grow a pair and try to tell me to stop using you and that your not my friend AFTER a week of missing me, coz you know you will, you always do. Bitch.

I was hoping you woudl be online blue :(

I miss my girlfriend dearly. I finally have a day that I can sit back and be online for a couple hours and my darling blue is nowhere to be found. Hmphft! I hate only getting to talk through friends an by chance. I wish things were easier. But you are just so worth the trouble. I can bitch as long as I can chug my wine but I'll come off the buzz before I ever come off missing you. =)) I'm going to Bug Frankie some more to call you. Poor love, but Oh well thats what friends are for right? right.

Miss you blue!!!



My ocean is far to dry!!!

Hahaha I am a pathetic fool who doesn't want to wipe out her words ugggggggggggg!



I really wish blue would get online! That would make my entire week.



where is thy bluest sea?

oh sea you're drifter waits for thy.

You tease me now, you tease me then,

you wash away your time here spent.

I wait here in this dessert abode.

Waiting only for my sea...

To come home.



miss you blue =)

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BrokenLyric2125
21:19 Nov 16 2010

anything for you blue :)

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Speciall thanks to my beautiful wonderful blue for hacking my page and saying such sweet things :)

I feel so loved right now =)

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DemonDeBeauteENB
11:01 Nov 16 2010

Your welcome sweetheart! :)

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Sooo I think I have alittle crush on someone :)

Those eyes are gateways to the sea, and I, am a lost and lonely difter.. Please, sea. Blue as a fallen tear please take me in your radiant embrace :)

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Muffin15
21:10 Nov 09 2010

awwe thats cute :]

I bet I know who your talking about mister

and you know betters lolz

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DemonDeBeauteENB
21:10 Nov 10 2010

Thats the sweetest thing anyone has ever wrote. :))

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BrokenLyric2125
00:34 Nov 11 2010

oh shush Frankie dear



And only for you Blue... =)

I'd write lifetimes about you if it were possible love.

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DemonDeBeauteENB
01:50 Nov 11 2010

i bet you would darlin.... at least i know someone cares about me still.

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BrokenLyric2125
02:10 Nov 11 2010

It's impossible not to blue =)

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mistyyaslana
23:49 Nov 17 2010

awwww thats so sweet :):)

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not only am I pissed that Frankie got offline right when I was messaging her but I am pissed because her fuking idiot bloak of a boy thing disrespects me.

well just you wait Bitch just. you. wait.

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Muffin15
02:13 Nov 08 2010

Please lyric,

Please keep ur promise.

Just be the bigger person.

Your know you can be...



you don't have to lyk my desisions or who I'm with but if you want to be my friend you need to respect my wishes.

okay?

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Nerothesable
14:35 Jul 05 2011

hahaha i cant beleive we agrued over her shit, u can have da bitch

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