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You used me....
18:33 Sep 30 2008
Times Read: 620






YOU USED ME

I used to think that you were the one for me

But I found out that you were like everybody else

A fool, a liar, a player

You used me, you used me

To take someone else's place

Theres no other chance that we could be friends again

Not in a million years or even forever

Dont think that I'm still into you

I'm already over you right even before I knew you used me

You are finally out of my heart

You're just a dreadful memory

I once wanted you always

But now, I will never will

You'll see

I'll find another who will love me for real

One that will never use me like you did

Dead Boys Poem
17:59 Sep 30 2008
Times Read: 621

You will see me and my sister both have this poem on here but its cuz we both knew and loved him so much.



I am not the writer of this but my friend is and I wanted to put it out there cuz I love this poem and I loved him.





I live no more to shame...

Nor me, nor you...

I'm sorry

If you read this line,

remember not the hand that wrote it

Remember only the verse

Songmaker's cry, the one without tears

For I've given this its strength

and it has become my only strength

Comforting home, mother's lap,

chance for immortality

Where being wanted bacame a thrill, I never knew

The sweet piano writing down my life

Teach me passion, for I fear it is gone

Show me love, hold the lorn

So much more I wanted to give

the ones who love me

I'm sorry

Time will tell this bitter farewell

I live no more to shame

nor me, nor you...

Holding back
17:42 Sep 30 2008
Times Read: 627




Holding back

On loving you.

Holding back

My dreams and desires.

Holding back

In fear of you.

Holding back

So I wont get hurt.

Afraid of

Letting go.

Afraid of

Being hurt.

Afraid of

Showing emotion.

Afraid of

Loving you.

You

Are indescribable.

You

Are kind and gentle.

You

Are my object of affection.

You

Are my greatest fear.

I'm holding back, afraid of you..

I just want to leave..........
16:42 Sep 30 2008
Times Read: 641

The way I wrote this is like 2 poems in one but you read them at the same time.







I just want to grow wings and fly away,

I just want to swim away from here.

To leave those haunting shadows behind me.

To leave those mocking faces.

To never have to look back and remember all that heart break.

To never have to return to all that sorrow.



I can't escape, my wings are chained.

I can't leave, im caught beneath the surface.

No matter how much I struggle,

I can't break free.

Its never enough.

I never thought it'd end this way.



I can't try, my wings are broken.

I can't breathe anymore.

I'm forever trapped in this god forsaken place.

I'm crushed and going no where.

My dreams are destroyed.

I have to let go of hope...

I cry, even though no one is going to help me....

Again.

Again.

You'll never Know
16:35 Sep 30 2008
Times Read: 642

You'll never know

how much it hurts her

the pain it causes her

that your never there.

Is it her fault?

Did she do something wrong?

She tries so hard

to make you proud. . .

but you never notice,

you cant

your never there

like a good father would be

instead you choose drugs

and while your off

feeling sorry for yourself,

shes here

thinking about you. . .

trying to figure out

what she did wrong.

She's suffering because of you.

And you'll never even know. . .

that your ruining her life,

that she yearns for your approval

(at least show her you care!)

She hates herself

because of you.

By not loving her

you've convinced her she's not worthy.

All the scars?

. . .they're all your fault.

The reasons she cries???

because of you...

And the reason she's bent over

the toilet late at night?

yes, thats your fault too.

Her childhoods wasting away . . .

and its all because of you,

but you'll never even know.

Will you ever even care?



Maybe one day you will care . . .

but its too late now Dad. . .

You have to understand!

why I cant trust you anymore . . .

I cant survive this same old cycle again!

But you'll never even know. . .

Emo
14:21 Sep 20 2008
Times Read: 658

Emo?

Is it really that bad?





You can't accept the fact

That I get a little sad?





That I'm a little mad?



So I favour black,

And I don't like pink.



You use those as reasons

To make my soul sink.



So some of us cut,

And some of us don't.



We can smile.

Laugh love and live.





We're just not like the rest.



Sure we cry,

We want to die,



But none of you understand.



It's not like we had planned

To live life like this.



To spend our days

Depressed and amiss.





We're not bad people.



We don't worship Satan,

We're not out to kill anyone.





We just don't like the world

As much as everyone else.





And we don't like ourselves

As much as we could.



But we're okay with that.



You can call us ugly,

You can call us fat.





But you can't change who we are.







We are emo.

What's so wrong with that?