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Putting my feelings into words-

Impossible.

For my feelings for you are-

Incomprehensible.

If I could let you see the effect you have on me,

You would be blinded.

For if you did the darkness would fade,

Shadows were no longer.

For I am in love,

More in love than I have been for a long time.

I love you is all I can say,

But my heart says more,

There is much more to my love,

Dreams, Hopes, Fantisies,

That all can become realities.

For with you I am a new me,

A me that shouldn't leave.

In these few words I hope you see,

How much you mean to me.

In Life, Love and Spirit,

I want you to hear it,

I love you!



This is for my love Ninjaluxray

I love you sweetie and I hope that you know that

Past the breaking point

No more tears left

Cried too much already

Memories carved into my arm

From times when I was weak

Too weak,

I did not cry a tear

I just sliced and sliced

I was too weak to cry

To weak to call out

To ask for help

To speak the truth

To tell a secret

The burden I carried

The person who destroyed me

I was too weak to cry

I could not stand up

Looked in the mirror

I saw a hollow and empty shell

I am stronger

Admit my tears

Let them fall on my face

Speak these words

I never could say before,

"I am not okay. I don't think I will be."

Before I had been too weak to cry

But now,

I am still so weak

And yet I am stronger

But I am still suffering

forever and ever I always shall

But now I do not feel as if

I am too weak to cry