I am sitting in a room full of people and am feeling like I am totally invisible. Maybe I am, not really sure until HE looks at me and sends chills down my spine. What does he see in me? Why is he looking at me? His eyes have pierced my soul and there is no one or nothing other than him and me. I so want him to come to me. I scream in my head ,"PLEASE COME TO ME NOW!!!" Damn, I wish he could read my thoughts, he would then know my soul is burning for his touch! I sit waiting patiently and wondering why is he still staring, what does he see in me? He gets up from him chair and almost floats across the room to me, he looks at me as though he can see and hear everything I am saying to him. He gently takes my face in his stone hands and lowers his mouth to mine. My entire body goes weak with his touch. His mouth is on fire, we take a breath, and then he gently moves his mouth to my neck. Cool breath on my neck send shivers down my spine ( not like I was shaking already!). I feel pain, pure pleasurable pain. He is changing me, to be with him for all eternity. At that point I awake and wish to be able to find him again in my dreams, although if he were not a dream, my soul would be complete.( Just randomness dream I had last night, so wishing it was true!)
Ok, so they say if you are bored it means you are a boring person.........not so, well maybe lately! I really need to get out more and do more things.............UGH tooooooooo lazy lately!
Just got home from a very LOOOOOONNNNNGG night. Not busy enough!!! No trauma's and no blood............no death! A good night and now to sleep! Goodnight all, be back soon!
Just wondering, is there a thin line between life and death. Not sure where that came from it was a line that just sort of popped into my head, so I wrote it down so as not to forget it! I have feared death my whole life and don't know why, I love learning about vampires, witches, etc. And wishing I could live forever! Ok, crazy stuff out of my head...................
Ever had a day you could just rewind and start over again, yeah thats me for this LIFE! I want to rewind and start over with the knowledge I have today!
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