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I walk in slow motion

Light is all around me.

Nothing here is changing

No one is free.



My eyes are sore

From crying all these tears.

I can't believe you left me

After all of these years.



I know you still love me

Even though I can't see you.

I know I'm not blind

I just can't believe it's true.



I'm afraid of the future

Without you by my side.

There's nothing for me to do

But crawl away and hide.



It wasn't on purpose

You leaving me so abrupt.

It couldn't be prevented

This world is corrupt.



But now that you've gone

Not knowing where you head.

I hope you know I love you

Even though you're dead.

Pretty words, why do you lie?

Bringing the hate, letting us die.

But do you know the beauty of the sky?

I think not, you defy.

Thus being evil in my mind's eye.

I hate to cry.

I don't want to try.

Could you ever tell me why?

Do hateful words therefore verify?

The stakes are high.

Words that money cannot buy.

Blissful, deceitful, awry?

To which I have no reply.

For what they imply.

But on you I won't rely.

Your color shows, do you deny?

I bet if I could kill you before you fly.

With the daggers tied about my thigh.

They glisten, gleam, slide in with a sigh.

Your words, nothing you can abide by.

I'll cut them, bleed them, until they die.

Only these words do not lie.

Time goes by slowly.

Seconds ticking away.

Pounding in my head.

Vibrating loud in my ears.



Waiting for a time

When I can be safe.

Gone from the world.

No feeling of pain.



I am bored with this game.

No more time to waste.

Sitting in my cell

With hands tied behind my back.



I must escape from here.

Run until I'm winded.

Leave the world behind.

To a place where there is no time.

My soul is escaping.

My heart is breaking.

My bones are aching.

I can't stop shaking

And retching and faking.

My life the Grim Reaper is taking.

My life you are saving.

I fall to my kness abused.

My body is battered and bruised.

I'm all a mess and confused.

I crossed my legs and mused.

But whom should be accused?

Not you because love is what you used.

I'm not controlled by disdain.

My heart shall forever remain.

I was gone but never again.

You and I shall walk if it is to rain.

Our clothes never wet and mundane.

We will kiss gently on every train.

With every fight left slain.

They do not believe me.

They are eggs not stones!

Can't you see?

Can't you feel the warmth?

I feel them scratching against the shell.

They want to be freed.

The pyre should do well.

Watch them, see it now?

They turn red with heat.

They are not stones!

My children, be free!

The eggs are broken and shieks fill the air.

Green, red and black dragons fly.

Come to me my children.

I will teach you the world.

It will be your playground once more.

Now they will believe me.

Now they will suffer.

Clouds shift in the sky.

Wind blows lightly across the grass.

Loving the moment where you lie.

Watching ants under the magnifying glass.



Trees the color of fresh green.

Creatures run there and here.

Hide behind the wooden giant unseen.

A pink flower behind your ear.



This is the only place you want to be.

In your realm beside a stream.

Knowing you are free.

Knowing this is all a dream.