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If being alone was so easy to do why is it so hard? I seem to feel more heartache now more than ever! If I knew it was to be this way Would I have still chosen the path? Maybe but I can't really say in all honesty. I feel as though I want to give my heart to this man I have met; yet I'm afraid to have it torn apart again... oh the agony of what I feel to be love. He loves me and I love him; yet I can't tell him I do. This makes no sense at all! If love was so easy why do so many have to hurt before you find the right one? Why go through the pain, and misery? Then once you have a wall built up you find that someone, and have to take it back down again. Oh I just don't know! So if life was meant to be hard and confusing; does that meen death should be simple and sweet! What if...