I hear this word often. I am not sure if it exists or if it is a fantasy invented by people with small minds. I have spent a large portion of every day that I am not with my true love on the phone with her. We are not discussing stoic philosophy or metaphysics all the time, and very often we are both quiet simply sharing the noises around one another and the feeling of our souls entwined. The small noises that she and our boy make sometimes give me more satisfaction and happiness than another person might be able to imagine. The past two days I have had very little time to share with her on the phone. They have been possibly the longest days of my life, but I have not found this illusion, this fantasy which people name boredom. I will certainly appreciate the time I do get to share with her that much more. Perhaps I am simply the luckiest son of a bitch to ever walk the face of this planet.
"Why? " she texts me " Why are you in love with me?" The crux of the matter lies locked deep within the mind of a creature which lies within a closet in my soul. What is the truth? I believe a mortal heart can only open itself a few times in the attempt to find intimacy much less true love. After suffering the pain of heartbreak and disappointment a number of times, there is nothing left but the scars, madness, and pain of memories. Maybe somewhere a pair of virgin hearts may find the perfect soulmate by shear luck, but I am not sure I believe that fairy tale. Anyway what is true for me, may not be true for another. So does truth even exist? The truth of my heart and soul is that a dark portion of what I am was drawn to you in an extremely otherworldly manner. I messaged you on this site with no clue as to your age or appearance or background. After a few words, I felt the tightness within my chest. I had other plans...*sighs*
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There are no words...I have always known you just simply love her...just her...for who she is.
You are my sister. Of course you would KNOW. =)
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Liliancat
07:04 Jun 08 2017
You are very happy and blessed to have each other!! I wish only the best for you two!!