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The soles of my feet were once again bloody the next two bleary-eyed mornings and I began to worry. Amnesic cutting was extremely disconcerting for a variety of reasons.



As the trip to Montauk approached, I felt an unusual psychic pressure; a mental stress I had never experienced before.



She thought that just by communicating with her friend I would do irreparable harm to this woman’s psyche.



“You have to be really careful with Rupert because even though he is a good person and I like him, he is extremely programmed and has programming to trigger others.”



“While corresponding with Rupert earlier this year I realized that he has a demonic being which has completely merged with his personality so it's always coloring his energy.”



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I’ve been told that part of my programming is to trigger other mind-controlled people from a distance via the internet.



I’d cry and type gibberish but I’d also type sexually provocative things laced with demonic references



She told me that Lucifer thinks that she is still his bride but he is sadly mistaken. Then she said that I sexually trigger her and that it was not a compliment or an invitation.



When my feet hit the floor I felt pain and stickiness. I curled my foot up and looked…there was semi-dried blood and a gash. Then I found bloody footprints in the kitchen and bathroom.



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Those are two of my biggest fears when in a demonically altered state. I’m afraid of what I turn into yet NEED to transform (as a release) but its imperative I / We don’t communicate with anyone in this condition.



Anyway; I got it into my head that this woman protected me at Montauk. Unfortunately, I cannot separate the idea of Mommy from sexuality; they are inextricably linked for me. So my Mommy issues were unleashed while communicating with this woman and things got out of hand pretty fast.



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