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However, I also felt something conflictingly pleasurable while digging for Hades that night. I started to get an erection combined with a liquid-bliss type of feeling and mentally flashed to the scene in Dracula where Keanu Reeves was being seduced by the witches. Remember the part where Jonathan Harker is kept as a guest against his will at Dracula’s castle? And the three sexy succubus-type witches drain his will to escape through their nightly visits? I intuitively knew what was happening; it felt wrong but was too delicious…I stopped digging and just pulsed with the delightfully erotic sensation.



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He said that cutting myself and feeding the blood to my pet tarantula was a symptom of Sacrifice Ritual Programming. Furthermore, my supposedly bizarre sexual proclivities (which are completely normal to me) also indicated that I had participated in these types of rituals. Let’s just say that I have no issue with blood being present in any way, shape, or form during sex; it has always turned me on. The only exception is that I do not like to inflict pain during sex. However, being covered in blood is exhilarating and seems familiar in some way.



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In an earlier entry, I described the ‘cyst’ in my eye (along with photos) and how it could possibly be a camera. Another strange marking I have is on the shaft of my penis. It wraps around and starts out looking like a vein but ends in an opening. It looks as if something is meant to plug into it. This marking has been there since childhood because one of the few memories I have is of being at the doctor and addressing it with my Dad present. The doctor dismissively told us it was nothing to be concerned about, etc. Note: I was born in a military hospital and supposedly mind control targets are more easily implanted at military facilities because most military personnel are also mind controlled. Every person that has looked at this marking has stated that it’s abnormal / weird, etc.



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The following clip was shot after my return and features some of the artifacts recovered as well as speculation on who / what might be currently controlling the radar dish. Please understand that humor (of a maniacal sort) is what keeps me sane, so this particular clip is a bit tongue-in-cheek. I find that people involved in fringe subjects like this often take themselves too seriously. A bit of levity goes a long way and keeps things fun…hence my jocular tone in the video.



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During the course of this blog I’ve been asked several times about my possible connection to the Montauk Project and how it ties in with the behaviors I've described. My total obsession with Montauk started when I began scribbling the word over and over again during blackouts.



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This was shot right after emerging from the dark tower…dark in so many ways. Before arriving at Camp Hero State Park I was full of bravado; ready to charge in and meet my demons. But as soon as I started hiking towards the metal specter in the distance, my mood completely changed.



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So the blood is pouring out of my face and I immediately go into cool, calm, and collected mode. This is not a machismo thing; it’s just my usual reaction to any extreme or traumatic event. I become robotic; yet very focused, articulate, and even charming. I’m already thinking of a trip to the emergency room and how I’ll explain this at work on Monday, etc. I try to stop the bleeding and get to the bathroom but the blood is pouring all over the place. My ex is freaking out mainly because she thinks I’m going to have her arrested again…



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All of the women I’ve been in relationships with have either definitely been sexually abused or had very strong indications of sexual abuse in their background. This is true of every single one of them, without exception. Many have been in psychiatric hospitals as a direct or indirect result of the abuse. I know that statistically speaking, a very high percentage of women overall have experienced some sort of sexual abuse / assault in their lives. But the fact that I ALWAYS magnetize these women is something that cannot be ignored.



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So what I’m saying is that I suspect that I was tortured with spiders to install this program and was attempting to act out my torture on another being (in this case a cute little mouse; and I do feel terrible about it) because it was brimming just beneath my conscious mind. In the conclusion to this entry, I’ll go into why mouse-sacrifice was no longer enough and I decided to feed / sacrifice my own blood during a blackout in an attempt to ‘commune’ with the spider and get to the bottom of this. I’ll also explain where Cults of the Shadow fit in..



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I asked Yuri why I felt like a ‘Hell Boy’. (This is in reference to the movie about Nazi Black Magic.) Yuri said that I am used in Interdimensional Programming and ‘hosting’ other entities who can ‘visit’ earth via my vessel / body. He claims that I was used in (these are his words, not mine) ‘High Astral’ rituals where important demonic entities were invoked. Furthermore; my body was imprinted with the demonic energies each time I was used. Eventually, I became so patterned by them that these entities can enter my body as a vessel even without ritual.



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Now you’d think that after all of that I’d be pretty twisted…well the only issue / fetish I do have (aside from getting sexually aroused from watching bloody horror films and having menstrual blood present during intercourse and / or drinking it) is a mommy thing. Every woman I have sex with I invariably call mommy before, during, and after intercourse…basically any time I’m horny. As you could imagine, this behavior is met with mixed results; a mixture of revulsion or serious apprehension…but I eventually get my way.



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When she wasn't at the local bar, she’d sit in the kitchen with candles and incense burning, Pink Floyd playing; surrounded by empty beer cans. Our apartments were always too small so I’d often sleep on a yucky old mattress in the living room, tiny ants crawling around me, likely drawn to the beer-soaked floorboards. I’d inch along on my hands and knees to spy on her…and always saw the glowing red eyes shining with fury in the candlelight. Her eyes were scary; overflowing with a rage my little mind could not fathom.



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This was shot right after emerging from the dark tower…dark in so many ways. Before arriving at Camp Hero State Park I was full of bravado; ready to charge in and meet my demons. But as soon as I started hiking towards the metal specter in the distance, my mood completely changed.



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So you may be wondering what the purpose of sexual ritual is and who orchestrates it. Ancient peoples knew that our ability to create reality through focused thought was significantly amplified when we pictured what we wanted to manifest at the exact moment of orgasm.



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I picked it up and looked more closely; the board was covered in a yellow-white film and smelled like…I can almost smell it now just through the memory. It was unmistakable; the Ouija board was covered in semen. I was confused at first…how did that happen? Then I felt all panicky…very similar to the post-blackout sensation I would become very familiar with in the years to follow.



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We previously went over the potential for being able to amplify our manifestation abilities at the moment of orgasm. We create our realities through thought anyway but those realities can snowball into the physical plane a lot faster when thought and orgasm are combined. If you can clearly focus your mind and picture what you want to come into your life at the exact moment of climax, it will arrive much faster. That precious orgasmic moment is a two-way street though.



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Another curious tie-in to the demonization program and events that occurred during my original conjuring experiments…the summoning of Jeffrey Dahmer. This happened about a year ago and totally freaked me out. About three months after I had moved halfway around the world, I opened a Facebook account to stay in touch with everyone back home.



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A story like this cannot be told in a linear fashion so I’ll begin with two particularly significant timelines involving demon conjuring and multiple personality disorder (MPD).



In early 1995 I was working two full-time jobs. During the day I worked for an insurance company and at night I was a security officer. The night job gave me the opportunity to read quite a bit. Up until that point I don’t recall an interest in the paranormal or occult. (I will often say something to the effect of not recalling or knowing because much of my past, and in particular my childhood, is a blur).



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A true story of my experiences with demon conjuring, mind control programming, the Montauk Project, and attempts to heal from the damage all of it has caused. I have no desire to prove anything; accept or reject as you see fit...take it as truth or fiction. I appreciate all manner of feedback so please feel free to make comments.



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