Lastnight was fun.
after adventuring threw walmart buying stuf for the party ( i have now hidden my debit card from me so i cant spend any more til christmas)
I went and stayed at Russell's new house.
we played games ( yay for datingg a geek, free games)
I am SO bad ass at Soul Caliber. Russell, I beat Russell a lot, who is like a hardcore gamer ( he's in some club for playsation people where they test games out ..verry geeky)
I kick ass with Talim
So I failed my paper, the other day. I revised it and got a A- and now she ask if i want to submit into a contest to be put in the back of the grammer book for next year.
How funny.
and cool.
I've been "blah" all week.
Friday I sat at school til 2 something, trying to keep myself busy. Then went and got Larissa from school and picked up my artwork that had been in the on display for the summer. Went and saw the Covenant with Kait and Rissa, which sucked. The only thing good about that movie was the music and the half naked men. ick.
Then went to the homecoming game because Bret and Marina's sis got on court. I left at half time because people kept saying stuff about me as I walked by and giving me dirty looks. Honestly, I have not thought about fighting since i was in middle school, because its stupid and all. But I really think if i had stay there, and someone said something to me agian. I'd have tackled them and bluger their face with my fist.
Im so sick of people. i dislike their existance very much.
So i sat on the back of my car til the game was over and then found Kenna and them.
Then we headed to the grave-yard.
I got there before them and was around lots of people i didnt know. They were running around being crazy and it was hard to see where I was going.
Andrew's head stone has to be the coolest one ive ever seen (which was illuminated by cellphone bc no one thought to bring a flash light), it has his picture on it (kinda spooky) and his XXX stuff. I wanted to cry, but i didnt because i dont cry around strangers. Well everyone got there and we sat around him and talked. Then a cop comes and tells us we have to leave. Which sent Bret and Ben mad. It was rude, to interupt after you know what were doing. It was funny he said " i think its stranger a bunch of teens out in a grave yard at night with know adults" I didnt, but I REALLY wanted to show my i.d and say " I am and adult" booyah. :/ lol.
He ended up leaving because Bret's grandmother is the judge of our county and suggested he just leave.
ehh. Today my father has been gone for a year too.
I have the best luck. Last year I got to go to the hospital and see my father dead and then go to a funeral home a few hours later to see my friend in a casket.
gah.
Im complaining or something i should stop.
Yesterday was so awesoomme.
I got to see my mom, which was nice being that the other day I found out she's getting sicker and with my Dad's death day coming up made it scarier. Anyway, it was both good and bad, Good seeing her, bad leaving knowing I wont see her for another month or so. :[
blah.
Afterward i went to go hang out with Robert. We haven't hung out for a long time, and I missed seeing him. So we went to Midtown, which is like...Gayutopia. lol. It was interesting, we met up with his Friend Alex who does drag. We were at this bar place and it was awesome so many transgenders and gay/lesbian/drag it was just a fun atmosphere. Alex did Karekoe(sp?) and then we left and danced in this alley to mexican music.
It was fun.
The last class i was in, we were talking about play and he was talking about The Crucible actually referring to communism, and this girl who I serious dislike her existance, says " oh because witchcraft is like Communsim?"
....
What? I dont get it. How are the two similar other then American society both thinks their "evil"..well communist i can see that but real life witches..No-no.
Grr.
people.
ick.
So friday I left school and I needed gas.
Well I wasn't paying attention to what i was doing and i put my credit card in the recipt thing, an dgo it suck.
:[
So This guy helped me but it looks my credit card was eaten by a zombie.
(note to all When I say "credit" card I mean College refund moeny. woot)
But still dumb move for moi.
Saturday I went to this thing called "buugy days" which is Barnesville( my school's town) like main festival thing, its like an arts and craft show. EVERYONE goes to it. I went to help out with the play. Afterward I went to the football feild to watch the fireworks.
and what i saw..
made my jaw drop.
They were chasing pigs, yes PIGS. and having fun, hooting and hollering, trying to grab a pig. The one who did got to keep them.
It was horrible.
The pigs were screaming.
and people think IM weird.
Hmmm.
Im going to really try to earn some favor and do the whole avater thing this time.
I us eto be on the inter 24/7 but now i get on it for an hour or two. In that tim ein reply to message an dcheck my money stuff email..blah and leave.
But Im gonna try. Ill be pissed if i get kicked out of the house, well not piss but a gosh darn. Maybe a favor a day..maybe two eran some between classes. Ohh yeahh.
Doot do do.
I rented some movies tonight, CLockwork Orange, May (
that sound F U N.
i think.
that either im becoming angrier
or
everyone in the planet is becoming annoying.
I swear every where i turn there is an ass kisser trying to get praise for stupid shit.
lol, i just imagined that...ass kisser..shit.
ew.
Hmmm. I an hooked on this song by The Avalanches. :D
and Gackt's Vanilla song. *dances*
Lastnight we were watching John Stewart and he was dressed up like a hillblly and talking to Bush..it was funny. I think i might start watching it.
I saw the most saddest thing ever, Daire posted a hanging elephant in his journal. If i was one to cry i would of. :[
Hmmmm i passed my first Western civ test with a big 87 ohhh yeah.
eh im off to bed.
I wrote my first english paper today. Im sure it sucks big time.
Im staying at kaits for the week since her parents are away. Its Niiicee. I feel...not poor?
lol.
The BESt thing happened today,
In ceramics we got our grades. I heard he never gave As out because he's picky.
We got graded on three things,
I got an A in design, an -A in..i forgot and a B+ on hand crafting and i only got that because it was to "heavy".
But i was really amazed and felt super smart.
I may suck at grammer, math and spelling but and can carve some mean clay.
Wooooo.
Im tryin to juggle school and hang out with fiends and im doing a bad job. Russell just got home from working in florida and i dont know if ill be able to see him much.
:/
I feel bad for some reason.
"everything sucks" mode.
Im not content with anything.
I want to getaway so bad.
everything is annoying.
people piss me off.
Im sick of being nice.
Someone make me mean.
If i see another " i got new pics" thing on myspace im going to go crazy. Stupid people, if people actually cared to look at you they'd comment when they saw your new default.
My sister i swear is the most annoying person alive. She takes that place so serious. She woke me up the other night and said " blah blah moved me of their top" im so upset. " I havent got any messages" " he said this to this girl" "he has pictures of his new gf, he did that bc of me" ..what? I really dont understand how someone can be so full of themselves. Really, most of her conversations are about her, most the time in the car i jsut tell her to shut up because she is saying something she's already told me about something to do with her. I have to live with her and I swear im going to go insane on her.
You know when you shake up a coke and then it explodes?
well Im one fizzling pepsi, on the verge of poping.
lol..that was lame.
*sigh*
I got out of English early, so me and my friends sat out on this bench near a window to talk/study/play with picture phone thing ( since i dont own a cell phone I se other peoples). Sitting there for not even half an hour we saw three girls at different times pull out weggies. Immature, maybe, but still at the moment it was funny to see it happen one after another.
We are starting a new project in Ceramics using coils. Im going to make a tea cup/mug thing. The outside im going to carve the coils into fingers ( Ed Geinish) and put like band-aids and rings in them and then make the handle look like barb wire and on the inside put veins and stuff and heres the cute part. At the bottom inm going to put a eye ball so when you drink the liquid you go " eek i eyeball is in my tea"
yeah...shut up i like it.
Im going to apply to be the student aid in the ceramics studio because there is a job opening an dhe needs someoen and i figure if i plan on working with clay i shoul dlearn how to fir eth ekild and make the clay etc. So lets hope i get it. Plus i wont have to worry about them being bothered by my piercings.
Speaking of which my new ones, the left side is being crazy. Its still swolen and redder then the other. If it desnt look better in week im going to go have it looked at it by my piercer guy. Ill be damned to take it out.
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Lame.
Omg Steve Irwin died?
I miss the craziest biggest things.
Man that sucks, though i didnt watch his show.
his voice annoyed me..
but
damn.
So my internet some how got canceled this weekend which left me to watching Law and Order marothon (woo) and kinda sorta studying for my western civ test friday.
Friday was cool, asian food pace which the fire and the knives.
Saturday was by far the best. Marina came down and went to Mal's mom's birthday thing. Which we ended up sitting in mal's lil sister's room trying to think of stuff to do. We were going to go to this place called Cafe Erotica but it was too far and we didnt feel like give people outr moeny to see ass sooooo
* drum roll*
we went to Ink Wizard and all got piercings minus Haylee because she chickened out.
Mal got a eyebrow, Kenna a labret and marina a ear piercing..
and i got...A surface piercing. (woooooo) The one ive wanted for two years.
It was awesome, i thoughjt i was going to faint but i didnt and i didnt flinch when he did it. Woo big girl points. I didnt hurt til the next day, like today its starting to bruise and sting constantly. But its worth it.
The needleness. ( forgive how bad i look I was to busy worrying about the piercing)
tada.
Ill take better ones later.
So yesterday in class.
I spent most it trying to figure out if my History Teacher has man boobs, or if was just really buff.
I wanna know.
I think thats what ill do tomorrow too.
I take notes and all, but i write fast so while everyone else is writing.
I sit and stare, trying to figure out the two.
Hmmm.
In acting class we had to do this inprov act called taxi. Its where one person starts doing something and everyone else has to do the same thing. Well one girl went up there and started grabing her boob and pretending to masterbate and then wiped her hand on the person infront of her hair ( all fake) But i was laughing so hard.
Wooo college.
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