So I've been working and trying to save the moola and get ready for this doctors appointment I have next month to teh cancer doctor.
and I get a bill today, for 2oo dollars from a lab. Apperently, the 187 dollars I paid to the doctor's office last month, went to nothing. and I have to pay an extra 2oo dollars for a lab in alabama.
what the hell. Those evil fucks told me everything was covered under the 187 I paid at teh office. so I called them and tehy were like oh no we send are stuff to a outside lab, whcih has it's own fee.
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fuck them.
So I finallllly go to see Dark Knight yesterday. No one wanted to go Thursday night, and by the time friday came everyone had gone. So I found one friend, Haylee, who hadn't seen it and we went, and it was so amazing and I'm glad it was reallly fucking long.
I had no idea Two face was in it, so that was a nice surprise. When I saw the coin, I was like" heyyy isn't that what he did?"....then I when the big bang was about to happen I was Ohhhh. The movie was amazing, and Heath was to die for, I was scared it he wouldn't be crazy enough, but He was into the character so well I forgot it was fake. And the action scenes were so bad ass.
So this past two weeks have been hell. Just a lot of emotion and pain and confusion, but I'm done.
Last monday we talked and agreed once his life got straight we'd try things again. He'd promised me all this crap about not want to be with other people, and he cared about me blah blah. And like a stupid bitch I believed him.
But behold a rat! His friend, and I thought my friend as well, the person I I called for advice about him, I trusted. Comforted me after the breakup, is now his fuck buddy. Yeah you really think he is an asshole. What a bitch. Haha. I knew it. Reason why I didn't like her from the get go because she gave me a bad feeling , and she so obviously liked him. I wrote these off as normal jealous women feelings but damn if I wasn't right.
I found all this out thursday, when she told me what was going on. I made him get up and talk to me. He looked so calm when He said he'd lied to me monday about everything, he kissed me because well he's a guy and was..being a guy, that he was lying when he said he loved me. And him and her were going to keep sleeping together and he wants nothing with me other then friendship.
I'm suppose to be friends with a person this low? I don't think so. I take promises very seriously. When You lie to me, when I'm begging you to be honest with me and not just say things to not hurt me. And laugh at my pain. Fuck you.
and her. What a pathetic whore. He only called her when he needed a ride. When I wouldn't take him somewhere, he's say "i'll see if ---- will take me then". He never called her to see if she was alive or anything. I never stopped him either. Oh but when he gets kicked out, and has no one else then he'll call you and fill your head with the impression that He wants to be with you so you'll give him rides, and food and whatever else and you think he really likes you. He told me thursday He wouldn't date you because you had a kid. Real respectful.
now he keeps trying to talk to me and bullshit.
He disgust me. To the very end I can't believe someone that vile exist and that I had them involved in my life.
...sorry I needed to rant.
COMMENTS
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PainfulDesire
22:47 Jul 30 2008
I hear ya trust me! I'm sorry hun
Scarlett
23:27 Jul 30 2008
just be liek the rest of america and dont pay your medical bills.. when you have completed treatment you can file a medical bankruptcy...