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5 entries this month
 

"I Shot You"

17:34 Dec 28 2006
Times Read: 593


Broken dreams

Lonely home

My life ripped apart at the seams

Voices in my head

The pain feels good when I bleed

Cuts cover my hands and knees

Can't pray to God

He left me behind

with the murderers, rapists,

and creatures that writhe

Heavy breathing

Sweat fills my forehead

They're coming

My gun will be cocked

Cold and heavy in my hands

I'll make those bastards dance

Blood on the wall

Laughter fills the room

You thought you could stop me

But instead, I killed you

No more outside

Must find a way out of this

Cold and heavy in my hands

The gun parts my lips


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"Stepping Outside of Myself"

02:11 Dec 28 2006
Times Read: 597


I stand and look in the mirror and there's your face. I stare at you as you stare at me and I feel disgust.



Can I watch you slit your wrist and taste the blood from your finger tips. Excuse me if I moan from the delight of your flavor.



I'll douse you with the gas if you light the flame. Your screaming will be melodic to my ears. A beautiful orange glow grows at your feet. My body becomes warm from the burning heat. It swallows you whole as the tears pour from your eyes. I feel no remorse, I have no sympathy, I enjoy watching you scream in pain.



I like to hurt you. I want to kill you. I couldn't bear to witness you breathe again. My heart is cold and dark and I don't care. I have dug a shallow grave for you in the garden. I'll bury you upside down with your ass to the sky, so you can tell God to eat shit and die, while the dark angels sing you a lullaby.


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“Blow You Away”

02:09 Dec 28 2006
Times Read: 598


Good ol' daddy dearest

Such a cold hearted bitch

He didn't love me

He never wanted me

The scars left on my body tell the story

Why was I born into this bullshit

Nothing can stop me now though

The gun feels heavy in my hands

The trigger cool and hard against my finger

He told me that loving your daddy in that way

was okay

He told me that i had to be a good little girl

for him

I'll kill that bastard today

He will pay

I'm going to make sure he never touches anyone again

I pull the trigger

BANG!

No more fists against my face

BANG!

No more late night kisses good bye

BANG!

No more hiding in the closet when he has an all nighter at the bar

BANG!

No more black eyes or broken teeth

BANG!

No more blood stained panties

BANG!

No more crying in the dark while you rape me and silence my screams

BANG!

No more suicide attempts to escape

BANG!

No more abuse, no more pain

No more shit to hold me down

His body lay slumped over in his chair

the beast is dead

how beautiful he is now


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“Consummation of a Beast”

02:07 Dec 28 2006
Times Read: 599


Fighting the urges that engulf me

Not gonna let it control me

Biting into my own flesh until it bleeds

My hunger growing, trying to satisfy the need

Searching for places to plant my disease

I rage upon weak mortals ready to feed

There is no one who can stop me



No one can tame the hunger

Don't think you can run and hide

I'm coming when darkness falls

Tonight I'll help you die

I'm hiding in the shadows

So kiss your lover goodbye

I'll make you scream my name

Tonight I'll help you die



I see your death in my mind

Drinking your blood will surely make me high

Why do you attempt to deny

That I'll drain your body until you die

God won't be here by your side

I'll be the dark angel who'll take you inside

I'll bleed you dry

My hunger will be satisfied



No one can tame the hunger

Don't think you can run and hide

I'm coming when darkness falls

Tonight I'll help you die

I'm hiding in the shadows

So kiss your lover goodbye

I'll make you scream my name

Tonight I'll help you die



Holding you close like a lover would do

My lips and teeth pressed hard against you

I bit into your neck and your body fell loose

I drank you in killing you

Our bodies stuck together as if we were bonded by glue

Your blood on my lips were a beautiful hue

I threw you down because you are no more than food



No one can tame the hunger

Don't think you can run and hide

I'm coming when darkness falls

Tonight I'll help you die

I'm hiding in the shadows

So kiss your lover goodbye

I'll make you scream my name

Tonight I'll help you die


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"Beauty of Your Death"

01:35 Dec 28 2006
Times Read: 601


It's very quiet as I stand here holding the butcher knife used for the dinner I have prepared. The blood on the blade still drips onto the floor I covered myself with it so I could also look as pure and beautiful as the dead corpses at my feet.



The bodies are in disarray around the house every wall has been painted crimson red. The screams that filled the halls earlier were like the sweet sounds of erotic masturbation. My underwear it's still soaked from the memory of the pleasure I received listening to the fear grow inside of them with every quickened heart beat.



I used the hammer for my father I broke his skull with a smooth ease. His blood splattered on my face and body. I made sure I was naked so he could admire the beauty of his daughter's body before I spilled his brains on the tile floor. He was always curious for my taste and feel of my tight pink pussy.



I made up my mind to drown my mother in her bath water she was never clean and pure like me. She never loved me but loved to play inside of me when she was hot and lonely for daddy. She told me that he would never believe a dirty whore like me. She said I could never satisfy him the way she does but she was wrong. He didn’t push me away when I followed him into his room and sucked him off until he screamed my name.



I saved my brother for last because I loved him the most. As he lay in his crib I smothered him with the pillow I stitched his name on. When he became breathless I carried him into the kitchen and cut his heart out. I'm still holding it now as the corpses lay at my feet. I devoured it drinking the sweet nectars of his blood first then I feasted on his remains. He is now apart of me forever.



I turn to look in the mirror on the wall and smile as my queen stares back at me. She was with me all along.


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