Broken dreams
Lonely home
My life ripped apart at the seams
Voices in my head
The pain feels good when I bleed
Cuts cover my hands and knees
Can't pray to God
He left me behind
with the murderers, rapists,
and creatures that writhe
Heavy breathing
Sweat fills my forehead
They're coming
My gun will be cocked
Cold and heavy in my hands
I'll make those bastards dance
Blood on the wall
Laughter fills the room
You thought you could stop me
But instead, I killed you
No more outside
Must find a way out of this
Cold and heavy in my hands
The gun parts my lips
I stand and look in the mirror and there's your face. I stare at you as you stare at me and I feel disgust.
Can I watch you slit your wrist and taste the blood from your finger tips. Excuse me if I moan from the delight of your flavor.
I'll douse you with the gas if you light the flame. Your screaming will be melodic to my ears. A beautiful orange glow grows at your feet. My body becomes warm from the burning heat. It swallows you whole as the tears pour from your eyes. I feel no remorse, I have no sympathy, I enjoy watching you scream in pain.
I like to hurt you. I want to kill you. I couldn't bear to witness you breathe again. My heart is cold and dark and I don't care. I have dug a shallow grave for you in the garden. I'll bury you upside down with your ass to the sky, so you can tell God to eat shit and die, while the dark angels sing you a lullaby.
Good ol' daddy dearest
Such a cold hearted bitch
He didn't love me
He never wanted me
The scars left on my body tell the story
Why was I born into this bullshit
Nothing can stop me now though
The gun feels heavy in my hands
The trigger cool and hard against my finger
He told me that loving your daddy in that way
was okay
He told me that i had to be a good little girl
for him
I'll kill that bastard today
He will pay
I'm going to make sure he never touches anyone again
I pull the trigger
BANG!
No more fists against my face
BANG!
No more late night kisses good bye
BANG!
No more hiding in the closet when he has an all nighter at the bar
BANG!
No more black eyes or broken teeth
BANG!
No more blood stained panties
BANG!
No more crying in the dark while you rape me and silence my screams
BANG!
No more suicide attempts to escape
BANG!
No more abuse, no more pain
No more shit to hold me down
His body lay slumped over in his chair
the beast is dead
how beautiful he is now
Fighting the urges that engulf me
Not gonna let it control me
Biting into my own flesh until it bleeds
My hunger growing, trying to satisfy the need
Searching for places to plant my disease
I rage upon weak mortals ready to feed
There is no one who can stop me
No one can tame the hunger
Don't think you can run and hide
I'm coming when darkness falls
Tonight I'll help you die
I'm hiding in the shadows
So kiss your lover goodbye
I'll make you scream my name
Tonight I'll help you die
I see your death in my mind
Drinking your blood will surely make me high
Why do you attempt to deny
That I'll drain your body until you die
God won't be here by your side
I'll be the dark angel who'll take you inside
I'll bleed you dry
My hunger will be satisfied
No one can tame the hunger
Don't think you can run and hide
I'm coming when darkness falls
Tonight I'll help you die
I'm hiding in the shadows
So kiss your lover goodbye
I'll make you scream my name
Tonight I'll help you die
Holding you close like a lover would do
My lips and teeth pressed hard against you
I bit into your neck and your body fell loose
I drank you in killing you
Our bodies stuck together as if we were bonded by glue
Your blood on my lips were a beautiful hue
I threw you down because you are no more than food
No one can tame the hunger
Don't think you can run and hide
I'm coming when darkness falls
Tonight I'll help you die
I'm hiding in the shadows
So kiss your lover goodbye
I'll make you scream my name
Tonight I'll help you die
It's very quiet as I stand here holding the butcher knife used for the dinner I have prepared. The blood on the blade still drips onto the floor I covered myself with it so I could also look as pure and beautiful as the dead corpses at my feet.
The bodies are in disarray around the house every wall has been painted crimson red. The screams that filled the halls earlier were like the sweet sounds of erotic masturbation. My underwear it's still soaked from the memory of the pleasure I received listening to the fear grow inside of them with every quickened heart beat.
I used the hammer for my father I broke his skull with a smooth ease. His blood splattered on my face and body. I made sure I was naked so he could admire the beauty of his daughter's body before I spilled his brains on the tile floor. He was always curious for my taste and feel of my tight pink pussy.
I made up my mind to drown my mother in her bath water she was never clean and pure like me. She never loved me but loved to play inside of me when she was hot and lonely for daddy. She told me that he would never believe a dirty whore like me. She said I could never satisfy him the way she does but she was wrong. He didn’t push me away when I followed him into his room and sucked him off until he screamed my name.
I saved my brother for last because I loved him the most. As he lay in his crib I smothered him with the pillow I stitched his name on. When he became breathless I carried him into the kitchen and cut his heart out. I'm still holding it now as the corpses lay at my feet. I devoured it drinking the sweet nectars of his blood first then I feasted on his remains. He is now apart of me forever.
I turn to look in the mirror on the wall and smile as my queen stares back at me. She was with me all along.
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