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You can't unthink a thought...
so how do I live with all of what I have thought?
Thoughts of lust, deceit, jealousy, love, sorrow, hopelessness
Confusion; which decision is best?
Fear; to follow through on my decisions and to accept the losses that come with them.
Hopeless; that is what I feel the most
The thought to end it all, thoughts
I am lost in my own mind

My mind is heavy with forbidden thoughts,
all of which are regrets and decisions to make.
I miss you, I long for you
I rerun our encounters, changing the actions..the end game and all I want is you on my skin.
I want to look into your eyes, I want to hear your laughter
Oh! the luckiest woman she will be, the one who will say "I do."
These thoughts in my head send a shiver down my spine and goose bumps across my flesh.
I need to see you, hear you, feel you to get this sickness out of my head...out of my heart.