Recently I have been very dissapointed in my life .I believe that other people can be blamed for it but I am the one really responsable.It seams I can't do anything right these days.My life is a total mess and I feel I can't change that no matter how hard I try. It's so frustrating to think that everything I do is in vain. It makes me so sad sometimes I wish I could end it all.But then again suicide is an act of weekness- it means u've given up fighting , and I haven done that just yet.
I have been trying really hard latelly but no result what so ever.Or maybe that's just my problem - I try to much. I don't know ! I'll just wait and see ,i guess.
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Matsunome
18:11 Nov 13 2008
Progress is hardest when you don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. It's hard to know where to go when every direction seems wrong. Have you talked to someone you can trust about any of this?
LIFEBLOOD
08:53 Nov 29 2008
The next person that says ''everything happens for a reason'' ... punch em in the mouth!! lol